Child's Play

An awkward affair.

2012-02-01T23:00:00.003+08:00

Raise of hands, how many of you think your birthday is an awkward affair?

Yes, Im peering through the screen and looking at your unraised arms right now, go on, raise them. I know you're itching to. Its true, I can see you. I mean, im not saying I don't like birthdays, whats not to love, right? People all around you celebrating the fact that you're still alive, WHOOP! another year older, lucky you, YOU MADE IT, you didn't die!! :D

but its all just bloody awkward, isn't it?

Where do I start?

Let's start with the obvious. When the lights go out and the cake comes out and everyone around you is singing the birthday song. What do you do? I always find that the most awkward moment, I never know where to look! So there I go, plaster on the sheepish smile, look around at everyones faces, some of them look unsure (why are you looking at me?!) and then you feel worse. Should you sing along? So I sing along and I clap even, yes, clap along, blend into the crowd!! Zebra, think zebra, STRIPES. I HAVE STRIPES, i TOTALLY BELONG! but everyone is still looking at me and i still don't know where to look, so i stare at the candles and my cake. Wow, i wonder how hot the fire is.

Then there comes the present opening ceremony. Again, i never know how to react to things. Its weird because I get so excited about little everyday things, but when it comes to presents, that dwindles down to zilch excitement. There's always so much anxiety, oh no, what did she get me? How am i supposed to react? I hope my reaction lives up to her expectations! And because so much thought comes into rearranging your face and having the right expression when you open the gift, what really happens is your face gets confused and turns out looking constipated with your mouth forming an O-shape and that's when you go,

'oh.'

And then you go ahead and state the obvious.

'you got me a ____.'

And then you realize how bad your reaction is, but there's no taking that back now. Then you either really like the present, in which you try to salvage the situation by talking more about it, because you really do like it and you want to show your appreciation to make up for that 'oh.' you did before. Or the case where when you see the gift and all thats running through your mind is 'huh.' not a lot to work with here. In which you again, try to salvage the situation by faking enthusiasm, because its the thought that counts right? And thanks for the gift, you really shouldn't have. All the pleasantries. Ah, so much anxiety, its bloody awkward, don't you agree?

I sound spoiled and ungrateful, right about now.

But its what runs through the brain, I really do appreciate everything everyone does for me, really I do. Then the times where people are trying to surprise you, but you pick up on all the little hand signals and eyebrow twitches that are going on, but you have to pretend to be oblivious to all that around you. So you smile, you laugh. Did you already know?

OF COURSE I DIDNT.
actually yes, yes i probably did.

Then again, you have to figure out how to react when they spring the surprise-oh-not-really at you. Again, your face gets confused and what comes out is a constipated look with your O-shaped mouth and you exclaim,

'oh!'

Solution to that is,

the surprise-oh-not-really, isnt the surprise at all.

Oh no, there is much more to that.

:D

A very Potter affair, July 2011. Ping's birthday.

Well anyway, bet you didnt know I was going in this direction with the post, did ya? (; As always, sorry I havent been updating, but love you guys so much (:

Year of the Dragon, lets hope its going to be a great one!

x

...and you? (its common courtesy)

2011-12-31T17:49:00.003+08:00

The other day i dreamt that i was at hard rock and I didn't order ribs. SHOCKFACE :O

as bryan would say, #firstworldproblems

You keep waiting for shit to fall, from the sky? Or for someone to throw it at you from the side, kind of like people watching a very bad performance, and they throw tomatoes at you. You just wait to be hit, hit so badly that you have to muster something, anything, in you to stand up again, or just crumble under the pressure of it all. You wait for someone to throw you a lifeline to take you out of the target range, and then you realise it isn't coming. What lifeline where?

...and then you think back on all the times.

So somehow you have to pull through. Plan, whats the plan. Think. it's time to restrategize. We're going to be okay? Better be figuring this all out before it all comes crashing down on you. Tick tock. Im needing some sort of sign right about now but i have a feeling its never coming. Is this the sign then?

Not what its cracked up to be.

2011-12-07T01:13:00.002+08:00

Like that kid at the fair, staring at the carousel, going round and round, round and round. The lights, the music, the beautiful characters coming to life, and you're just there, watching, wondering, wishing - I want to be part of that magic. And you see those other kids getting on, you hear their laughter, see the smiles on their faces, and you just think to yourself - how nice would that be?

So you tug on your mothers sleeve, and you beg and beg, 'Mummy, can i go ride on that carousel? pretty pretty please?' And your mom tells you, 'no child, its a waste of money, its a waste of time.' But you see the smiles, you hear the laughter, you feel the air of happiness all around and you think to yourself, how can that be a lie? But mummy said no, so you just stand at the bars watching as the other kids get on and off, on and off and you stand there daydreaming - when will it be my turn?

And so you wait. Every time you go by the fair, you tug on your mummy's sleeve again, 'Mummy, this time please?' and after the umpteenth time, your mother lets up, she hands you the money, you wait in line. So this is you, finally being able to be part of that once unattainable dream. You get on the carousel, finally, finally, finally. It comes to life. And you smile, you laugh, you're finally part of that magic like you always wanted. And all around you, its a blur, just lights. Lights so bright, its blinding.

The carousel spins faster and faster. You struggle to hold on. Suddenly its not so fun anymore. You look at the other kids, they all look back at you, no one is smiling. Where is the laughter? where are the smiles? Where have they all gone? But the music goes on. You shut your eyes. What is happening? What happened to that magic?

Everyone is screaming now. Top of their lungs. You hang on tight. Don't throw me off. I trust in you, I trust in your magic. And then you silently pray. I should have listened to those warnings, I should have listened to my mother. Waste of money, waste of time. What have I gotten myself into now?

Where is that magic I believed in? Where is it now?

and now there's nothing you can do but wait.

x

Dynamics

2011-11-10T07:37:00.003+08:00

So I went for the Oliver Wyman assessment test today, awesome office building btw. Karen told me it was WOW, so I was walking and looking for the place, when i saw the building, i just knew that was it. Cause really, no other way to describe it other than WOW. Naaaaais :p so went in, took the lift up, met a fellow LSE student in the lift, small chit chat, then went to sign in and sat around waiting for time to go sit for the test.

Everyone was unusually quiet, it was odd. I guess there was just no one who took the initiative to break the ice. When i sat down, everyone was pretty much doing their own thing. reading the papers, staring into thin air, so i took out my bb and started whatsapp-ing karen. There was this one guy who was just sitting there all zen, with his eyes closed. Looked like he was meditating. Then there was this other guy who seemed to be watching EVERYONE ELSE like a hawk. Just intense gaze, really really intense gaze. Hahahaha It was SO WEIRD, i just sat there trying to control myself and not giggle, but it was really really hard.

So i told karen,

'I swear I'm the only one smiling like an idiot with my phone atm'

and she said,

'Hahaha typical you XD'

TT its true.

Im a creeper like that. So one meditating guy, one intense stare guy, and then theres me, giggly smiling at phone girl. I wonder what people thought. I always think situations like these are funny, and its so awkward but at the same time, its all hilarious. I wonder what everyone was really thinking. Wouldn't it be cool to know what INTENSE GAZE guy was thinking? I mean seriously. HAHAHA Yes, im still laughing now. It really was quite bizarre!! (:

Alright, time for bed (: I believe i'll be blogging more often now. This is my safe place. :p I know it sounds kind of sad, and maybe it is? HAHAH kind of like how people from tv series are my friends cause i have no real friends. OKAY IM JOKING. Lots of love, to the people who still bother to come here, I KNOW WHO YOU ARE. thats right. (;

limay's rainbow

2011-11-04T04:44:00.002+08:00

It had been a long day with very little sleep the night before so I felt oily, tired, dirty and just plain well - unattractive. And then some random stranger tried to pick me up on the train.

That has got to be one of the best feelings in the world.

x

On another note, as Jason has a list of things that makes him happy, I thought i'd have a list of my own as well. I'll call it limay's rainbow. Odd how i used to hate people typing my name like that 'limay' but now i dont mind it so much. Guess i got used to it.

limay's rainbow:
Sushi
Pork Ribs
Fruit Pastilles

Honestly dont know why im so addicted to fruit pastilles at the moment. They're chewy! Okay, randomness end. Sorry I have neglected you, bloggy. ):

Scarf Monster Projects #5

2011-10-17T15:40:00.002+08:00

HEADLINES:
THE SCARF MONSTER EXISTS!

Everyone was starting to doubt its existence after such a long period of absence and the world had grown a little quiet without the buzz of the scarf monster attacks. Victim #5 was strolling along the road when suddenly, he looked down and he realized he had something on him that he did not have before!

'It happened so fast!'

Authorities are now on the lookout for the Scarf Monster, when, who and where will she attack next?! True colours of scarf:

x

link to Scarf Monster Projects #4

Wake me up when september ends.

2011-10-05T07:29:00.002+08:00

And so its October now.

Back in London again. Sorry i havent been blogging in a looooong while. Why? I wish i could say its because i've suddenly attained a social life and i've been out of the house more so have no time to blog. BUSY LIVING MY LIFE WOOHOO, but yeah, no. I've just been lazy. Gone were the days where i blogged about every single minor thing and random thought. nope, now its just. ): no post at all. Does anyone still come here? *cricket sounds* well.

Short entry anyway, just so theres something for the people who DO still come here occasionally. Just so you can be pleasantly surprised!! YES, LIMAY UPDATED. NO MORE SAME POST STARING BACK AT YOUR FACE. Put your hands in the air like you just dont care! party rockers in the house toniight? hmmmm, so.

At immigration after landing on UK soil, su ean and I were together see, and she went before me. The immigration officer did hers really fast, stamp stamp, NEXXXTT!! so it was my turn. Gave him my passport. he did this scanning thing.

'so how long will you be staying here for?'

'oh 9 months, im a student (:'

'It says here that this document is forged.'
'what? No its not.'
'well, it says here that your passport is forged. this is a forged passport.'
'No, its not! Try again!'

He scans it again.

'You are holding a forged passport.'
'I swear it is NOT FORGED! Maybe you should take off the cover.'

He takes off the cover and scans it again.

'Its forged.'
'No its not. i assure you ITS NOT. Try another computer!!'
'How many computers do you want me to try? I've scanned through over 2000 passports on this computer and so far there hasn't been a case like this, so that means your passport is forged.'
'Its NOT forged! Im serious!! its nooooot, just try again!'
'Yes it is.'
'No its NOOOOT.'
'are you challenging an immigration officer?'
'No, but it really isnt forged. ITS REAL.'
'Just kidding.'

Stamp stamp.

and then im through.

....

'OMG Thank yoouuu!!'

Awkward laughed it off, face red as a tomato.

Do i just look bully-able or something? wasted a whole 5 minutes there. HAHAHAHA Gosh! But anyway. Taxi driver was pretty shit! Su ean, suet and I shared a cab, but we each got dropped off at different places. Taxi was prebooked and the price was fixed at 80pounds. but when he dropped me off (i was the last) he told me that he had to make a few turnings (all his OWN FAULT for missing turnings) and then said,

'i dont know what to tell you, its supposed to be 80 but i had to make big circles so yeah.'

so i said. 'okay. so how much is it then?'

'well its supposed to be 80 but.'

I handed him 80. I mean, its not our fault he went the wrong way. he has freaking GPS and the other time we pointed out to him the way but he didnt follow and now he wants to blame us? plus its supposed to be FIXED price, you dont just pull that shit on people okay. you just dont. thats not how you do business!! ): but i was alone.

He looked at the money and counted.
'this is 80.'
'yes, yes it is.'

he gave me a dulan face.

'how much do you want then?'
'give me 10 or 20 more.'

so i handed him another 10.

Gah. then he had the audacity to ask me to hire him again the next time i need a cab. Seriously dude? SERIOUSLY?

Good things come in small packages.

2011-08-22T22:40:00.002+08:00

Guess What?

That's right!
I got a new sheep!

Got an email today from HR saying that KPMG staff get a free gift from NICI while stocks last, so karen and i hurried our asses over there and got ourselves THIS! :D was really really surprised, I expected something uber lame like a pencil or a pen or something. Free gift, they cant be too generous right? But yeah, WE WERE WRONG! :D Damn buaypaiseh, go there get gift and ciao back to work. Promotion only lasts for today though, so yeah, Im a happy bunny!

Go hop off to happy land.

ohohoho so i lied,
(not about the sheep, that story is real)

You were supposed to notice (and im sure you ALL DID),

:D

I GOT MYSELF AN UKE.

okay abrupt end. bye.

OHOHOHOHOHO <3

x

Count on me like 1, 2, 3

2011-08-06T12:35:00.002+08:00

This post is long overdue haha!

Anyway, on the second week of the ML Summer Wealth Program, on a tuesday (was it? i think so), we had this event for underprivileged kids, and basically, on the day before the event, there was this list pasted in front of the classroom of the name of the child you were going to be paired with. Some people were paired up and some people were just on their own. I was one of those ON THEIR OWN people, and i was a little bit worried. Like, was i not paired up with anyone because my kid is gonna be so young that she/he is going to be really easy to take care of? or is it that the kid im paired with is really old so supposedly she/he can take care of her/himself and i just have to watch?

I basically didnt want to end up with an older kid because i do think that younger kids are easier to work with. They listen to you and are just generally easier yeah. but anyway, come what may. Nothing i can do about it right? (: i was there in front of the board going HAFIZAH HAFIZAH HAFIZAH and we were all trying to say our kids names as fast as we could, cause we're all doof's like that (; anyway, so the next day came, and we were split into 4 groups, each group is in charge of a station. there was the nachos station, the hamburger station, the cupcakes station and the drinks station. and we were all in competition to see which station could best please the kids (:

Anyway, yadi yada, the kids arrived, big welcome, they went in to get their food, came out and yeah. Basically my girl, Hafizah was one of the older kids, she was already 11 and she came with a gang. HAHAA there was her and another 2 girls, one of the other girls we came to call, GANG LEADER. because seriously, she was damn power, shouting here shouting there. haha they spoke in BM at the beginning, cause they didnt think we understood and the gang leader was shouting things like BODOH!! and everything to her friends, she was just LOUD. and my friend who was in charge of gangleader was like. HOLY. im so dead. cause she doesnt even like kids HAHAHHAA i felt so bad for her. my girl was shouting a bit as well, but i could tell it was because of influence and that she really was actually a shy girl HAHAHA so yeah, we were in this together!

said girl and myself (:

Gangleader was quite mean at the beginning, kept shouting at my friend like she was a maid. 'PUT THIS ON THE TABLE. I DONT WANT THIS. TAKE IT FOR ME NOW.' and then i pulled my friend aside and i told her,

'hey, dont let her bully you like this!'

and shes like i knooooww ): but the kids were just really hard to deal with. then my girl started doing it too, like 'PUT THIS ON THE TABLE BLABLABLA' i told you, SHE GETS INFLUENCED. then i said to her, 'what must you say? WHERES YOUR PLEASE?!' and then three of them, gangleader, mygirl and the other girl just started shouting,

'PLEASE KAKAK, KAKAK, KAKAK, PLEASE KAKAK!'

It sounded really disrespectful to me, because i mean, back home thats what you call your maids right? so yeah. it was really just hellish and my friend and i were quite frustrated HAHAHA but i was determined to BREAK THROUGH TO THIS GIRL and erm, yeah. It will be fine! >: O determination face!! especially when you see other people paired with those quiet little ones that just NOD and SMILE and NOD and SMILE and im like GAAAAAHHH hahaha pull hair out i tell you. but no. must smile. and smile. and be nice to the kids. ITS OKAY. i can make it through the rain~ i can stand up once agaaaaiinnn~~

so yeah. but when it came to the time for the kids to choose their fav station, they have to put a coloured ball into the container with the label of their fav station. The gangleader found out that my friend and i were from the cupcake station and took it upon themselves to lobby for our team HAHAHAHAHA they just went around telling and shouting CUPCAKES VOTE CUPCAKES!! and it seemed like they had a LOT OF PULL hahaa it was heck hilarious and we're like OKAY, so maybe these girls are alright after all. it was so funny! then after that there were games and everything that the kids had to participate in, so the rest of us just sat around and watched. My girl was really sweet (: i'd see her scanning the crowd for me, and then when she spotted me, she'd smile at me. so at that point i was really just gushing inside already HAHA like AAWW OKAY, so my girl does like me. Happy bunny.

and when she had to use the loo, she'd just come up to me and hold my hand hahaha she was a little darling :D had to follow her everywhere, like a dog =___=" but yeah. it was fine. At some point we were just walking walking, then she would walk circles in the kitchen and when we reached the front door i would be like,

'oh last round? we're going out?'

(cause we were a train and i was linked to her on the shoulders)

and she'd keep tricking me and then make another round. we made like 3 or 4 rounds i think. gosh. then we sat on the chairs outside and talked a bit haha so that was nice. i wounded up really really loving this girl. really. when it was time for them to leave, she didnt have a bag that everyone had WHOOPS. i blame the people who were giving it out, so disorganized! i didnt even know they gave them out! and so i didnt realize until the gangleader pointed out to mygirl, and mygirl was all ITS OKAY. OMG SUCH A HERO. and i went nono, i go get one for you. =___=" and also, when they were lining up to receive prizes (cause their team won something), she let everyone go before her and was the last to get her prize, i was like *sniffles* true star this one!! (:

she was amazing. really.

hugged her so much when it was time for them to leave ): very saaaaaad, felt a bit like tearing up haha and when she was going up the bus she'd turn back and search the crowd for me and then she'd wave wave and then i'd wave wave and its like NUUUOOOH DONT GOOOOO TT I IS SAD... HAHAHHAHA pulled at my heartstrings that girl (: especially all those times i see her scanning the crowd to look for me, its just so sweet. also, she gave me her balloon. too bad i dont like balloons ): hahaha

Then on the last night, ML dinner, it was announced that some kids had made cards for their volunteers and that you could go to the back and check for yours. Some people had one, some people didnt have any, i had two.

....

Not like she wrote much, all she wrote was 'THANK YOU VERY MUCH.' HAHAHAHAHAH and i have this tingling suspicion that i have two more because of there were TWO DESIGNS available and she wanted to use BOTH HAHAHAHAHAH but anyway, still. (:

Loving the innocence and the smiles.

I love how the world works, and how fate brings people together (:

x

My Love, westlife parody

2011-07-25T20:05:00.004+08:00

Sorry i havent updated in AGES (:

hope this makes up for it?

x
Introducing, as if you didnt already know,
The loves of my life :D

Kids fear nothing. Why do we have to grow up?

2011-06-30T20:13:00.003+08:00

WHOOOPS!! Sorry i have neglected you bloggy ):

Promised to update more often earlier too, HAHAHA i hate how when i say im not gonna blog cause exams are coming up, i blog LOTS and when i say i will blog more often, i stop. Gomen gomen!! Anyway, went for the Merrill Lynch Summer Wealth Program for 2 weeks in Singapore when i first got back (: It was great fun, met a lot of amazing people whom i hope to keep as friends for life :D but yeah, cant be bothered to blog about everything that went down, but on the 5th day there, we were all brought to sentosa. There were in total 48 of us, and we were split into two groups. One group went for the Height challenge and one the Water challenge. I was in the Height challenge and it was funny cause we had to do this Climbmax thing, and it has three levels.

Level 1, the easiest. Level 2, the hardest. Level 3, moderate.

Knowing me you'd know i went, HAHAHHAA LETS GO LEVEL 1. HAHAHAHAHA No shame there!! So a small group of us went for level 1 whereas most of the ppl, (some girls and all the guys) went for the other two levels. Anyway, not important, LEVEL ONE ALSO SCARY OKAY. there was all that walking on tightrope shit and it was like TT

well anyway, so the few of us who chose level 1, CLEARLY WE ARE THE WIMPY SHITS who are afraid of all this shit but pushed ourselves to try it anyway and prayed we get through it and just reasoned 'what is the worse that could happen?' right right? Well there were these two kiddies who were waiting their turn behind us. So my friend went up first and cause she was nervous, her legs were all jelly wobbly wobbly and the rope was shaking SOOOO badly it was really tough for her to even get through the first stage (tight rope) she kept turning back and saying,

'im scared, i cant do it, i cant do it!'

but see, theres no turning back. So we all encouraged her from behind and just you know, cheered her on, shout encouraging words and just told her, ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER, YOU CAN DO IT!! all that jazz. While one of the boys, the older one, slapped his forehead with his palm and exclaimed,

'SO BORING.'

Gasp.
*death stare*

'Hey boy, thats not very nice.'

His name (we later learned from his younger brother who was nicer) is bryan. and i was like, HAHAHA NOWONDER. >.> BRYAN. *nudge nudge* SOUNDS LIKE YOU EH AHHAHAHAHAHA are all bryans the same? HMMM xp

see there were 7 of us, but cause Bryan was so impatient, we decided to let them go first. so it was 3 went, then the two boys, then the rest of us after. Nicky (the younger boy) was in front of my friend and i swear he is the MOST ADORABLE LITTLE KID EVERRR. He asked my friend,

'how old are you all? why are you all so scared?'

....

YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHEN YOU GROW UP NICKY.
JUST WAIT AND SEE. xp

And kept signalling when the zone was clear for us to cross over and everything. very sweet boy, his brother, VERY bossy HAHAHA hes like 'my brother keeps asking me to go when im not supposed to go yet!! ):' hahahaa very cute kan? (:

Also met another little girl, who was SUPER cute, 9 year old girl. xiaovon who was damn pro at the ropes, she did both level 2 and level 3. her dad down there going, 'YES BABY, THATS RIGHT BABY, YOU CAN DO IT BABY!!' hahaha very cute XD After that climbmax thing, we had to do parajump which is basically just stepping off a very high platform and falling to the ground =.= training to commit suicide. wow. thanks. HAHAHAHA

Lady kept asking me,

'are you ready?'
'no.'
'are you ready now?'
'no. i dont think i ever will be but ya. will you count me down?'
'okay, 3...2...1'

FUDGE.
Step off.
Scream like hell.

:D

I IS ALIVE.

I went right after christelle somemore. Christelle is the really fair girl in the picture. the only one not holding up the peace sign (HAHA I JUST NOTICED), and shes done bungee jumping before so this was like. PFFT. to her. She jumped and . no sound. =__=" and then i went after and i was screaming like goodness knows what. HAHHAA damn. But i made it good for everyone else so they felt like they could scream too, NO NEED PAISEH TT

you do what you gotta do man. XD

x

okay, shall blog again another time HEHE :D
good to be home!

Exam, thoughts.

2011-06-08T23:13:00.002+08:00

x

Now that its finally over,

especially true in my case, flying this sweet ass home tomorrow night!!

Malaysia, here I come (:

x

Precious

2011-06-03T19:48:00.006+08:00

I know how its like to go to visit a blog a few times everyday and then get disappointed when its the same post staring right back at you, just like yesterday, and the day before that, and the day BEFORE that, and.. you get it. So i try to update as often as i can (haha, which is not that often BUT I DO TRY I SWEAR), anyway, back to back papers coming up so wont be blogging for a week or so, but yeah, watch these videos (:

Elliot is precious!
but gosh, arent kids growing up fast nowadays? (:

Elliot and Bowie = daaaawww

x

naked molerat

2011-05-28T15:39:00.002+08:00

I started shaving my legs... last year? See, I never bothered before that, I mean, its not that i liked having hairy legs or anything, i just didnt see what the big deal was. Its not like it was THAT bad, not visible from far, that's alright! JUST DONT STAND SO CLOSE TO ME!! :D im beautiful from afar, same goes for the acne problem, i guess. Just stand 4 or 5 steps away from me and we'll talk like that... i have boundaries?! HAHAHAHAHA or just dont wear your specs/contacts. Either way, it works.

But yeah no, i never even thought the hair on my legs were a problem until i was in form 4, after or before (can't quite remember the details now, OH IM OLD) sukan, i was sitting with my friends at the assembly ground just talking and laughing and being retarded (cause that was all high school was about, wasnt it? being retarded 24/7 and having no care in the world). when suddenly a guy friend of mine said,

'hey limay, your legs very hairy hor.'

:D

...

:D

...

:O

...

:/

Say what?!?!

So i look down at my legs and suddenly, SUDDENLY the hairs are all jumping out at me and LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME IM SO OBVIOUS WOOHOOOO!! and im like O.O wow, i never noticed you guys before. Hullo. and right after that i became more conscious of it, but i brushed it off and i said it didnt matter. IM TOO YOUNG TO START SHAVING MY LEGS, IM TOO YOOOUUUNNGG, just like how i was too young to start wearing makeup to school, and stuff like that. So i convinced myself that NO ONE CARES, and again, not visible from afar and WHO STARES AT YOUR LEGS TO NOTICE LEG HAIR when you go out with them?

FREAK.

he just HAPPENED to notice cause i was sitting hugging both legs in front of me, so it was noticeable then. right? right? exactly. *nodnod* so i didnt care, still wore my short shorts, mini skirts. Then in my first year in the UK, went to floormates room and we were all talking about it and she's like GASP YOU DON'T SHAVE YOUR LEGS?!?! blablabla (something about her boyfriend pointing it out to her so she realized they care) and i was like NUUOOOHHH I DONT THINK IT MATTERS! and she's like,

'you think it doesn't, but GUYS NOTICE OKAY. IT DOES.'

and im like,

'ITS JUST LEG HAIR, NO. I DONT CARE.'

and then she went,

'i have an extra shaver. you want?'

'NO.'

went back to my own room. one day later,

'hey so you said...'

TT

and that's when it started. was genuinely surprised at how fair my legs looked without the hair though. MY LEGS ARE NAKED WITHOUT YOOOUUU, NO AIR, NO AIR. okay, i honestly dont know where that came from, i guess its too early to be blogging? excuses, excuses. but i talked to a lot of my other girlfriends and i think everyone started shaving around the same time. Wow, reality slaps us hard in the face around THE SAME TIME, i don't know about you, but i find that pretty cool. Tempted to high five you all now. :D woohoo, VIRTUAL HIGH FIVE COMING YOUR WAY, hands up or you'll be slapped in the FACE! :D

Its funny though, how girls have to shave their legs and remove underarm hair when guys just have it so easy. WHO STARTED THIS SHIT?!?! So i googled and,

Removal of the hair from the underarms was part of a collection of hygienic or cosmetic practices recommended by Prophet Muhammad (570-632) as consistent with Fitra for both men and women and has since usually been regarded as a requirement by most Muslims.

In the West, the practice began around 1915 in the US and UK, when one or more magazines showed a woman in a dress with shaved underarms. Regular shaving became feasible with the introduction of the safety razor at the beginning of the 20th century. While underarm shaving was quickly adopted in English speaking countries, especially in the US and Canada, it did not become widespread on the Continent of Europe until well after World War II.

... STUPID WOMAN IN THE MAGAZINE. i BLAME YOOOUUUUUU. maybe she had some sort of genetic mutation and just DIDNT have underarm hair. Huh. i think it went from shaving underarm hair, to shaving legs to, removing hair from the ... yeah. HAHAHAHHAHAA reminds me of that conversation we (sara, bren, ping, seng, bryan, yaw) had over lunch? dinner? at MV, how it used to be the trend for women to have lotsa hair, and now its just, YEAH NO HAIR everywhere. HAHAHAHA

evolution gives us hair but we SHAVE IT OFF.
screw evolution? we dont need no hair?
save for the hair on our heads? huh.

Well anyway, its alright, it gives me the opportunity to do shit like this,

summer trip last year, at glasgow
*guy friend lifts pant leg up*

'IN THE JUNGLE THE MIIGHTY JUNGLEEE ~'
*friend puts pant leg down*
'HEEEYY!!'
(:
*pant leg up*
'IN THE JUNGLE THE MIGHTY ~'
*pant leg down*
'WAAAATCH IT.'

:D

anyway, back to the books!

x

break from the books!

2011-05-27T01:22:00.003+08:00

So the other day i was making my way to school and the sun was out and honestly, even in this weather, where its cold most of the time, i really still do not appreciate the sun. Hahahaha, its worse here because you don't quite feel the heat, so you don't know it but in reality, you're totally getting super tanned!! NUUUUOOOOOHHHH!!!! i remember last summer i went out with the floormates and sat around in the park for fun, came back an hour or two later and got darker.

ALREADY!?!

if only my brain could absorb information as fast! D: then went on that one month holiday with the family (sisters graduation) came back looking like burnt chicken. WHY YOU LEAVE ME IN THE OVEN FOR SO LONG?!? D: and its a warped up mindset, isnt it? how we all want to be fairer? then i remember my ex-roomie, she's SUPER fair, ive never seen anyone fairer or with better skin. Im not shitting you. and one time i exclaimed at how nice and fair she was and she went,

'yeah.. people here look at me funny.
they think im sick or something and they ask me if im okay.'

.....

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHA

trust me. she's not pale. she's just really fair! like snow white! but i still think its hella funny how we wanna be FAIR FAIR FAIR and the people here just really want to be TANNED TANNED TANNED. we all want what we cant have. they cant get enough of the sun and we have too much of it. aaaaaah, life (:

ps. feeling a bit shitty today. but better now. (:

Three to go!

2011-05-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

So the paper today wasn't great. At least i had shit to write down, so hopefully i did okay *crossies!!* Was pretty tough and im not sure if i answered the questions correctly but again, HOPEFULLY! *crossies* won't know until results come out, but yeah. (: Time to MOVE ON!!

To think that's supposed to be the least stressful paper.

Man. I dread the other three.

Gotta get started on finance now but i feel so drained!! And the essays (fuuuudging so much stuff to read and remember HOW LAH.. no time!!) and management economics which shouldnt be too bad if the questions arent too difficult i guess. Alright. time to get cracking!! >:O determination face, ON!!!

Naps are for BABIES.

keep on smiling, my lovelies! (:

x

...and so it shall begin

2011-05-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

close my eyes and count to ten.

2011-05-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

Exam preparation blues and worries.

What if it's all not enough?

x

Also, i need to have more faith in my abilities and stop doubting myself so much. Stop preparing for failure before anything even happens. But isn't it better to not expect at all? At least when something good happens I can be happy about it? Blah.

Alright, back to the books.
headache go awaaay, the stress won't let me take naps. >:(

on an unrelated note,

Gossip girl and 90210 season finales, wonderful! (:
Happy endings for all!

x

SMK Raja Abdullah bullying incident.

2011-05-08T20:22:00.007+08:00

Sick. Just so sick.

I couldn't even bring myself to finish watching the video. The poor girl! My friend was saying how they're all still young and if it comes out in the news, their records will be tainted forever. (already out in the star btw) I guess i'm not as nice, not as forgiving, because I think, if they dare to commit the act, then they should dare to face the consequences. 13 is old enough to know better. The fact that they felt proud of their actions and proceeded to add BACKGROUND MUSIC to the video and asked people to 'LIKE' it shows that they're just really freaking messed up in the head. They need to be taught a lesson. They've inflicted irreparable psychological damage on that girl and nothing can change that now. So yes, I think strong action should be taken against them and they need to feel ashamed of themselves. Freaking. ridiculous. Just like ex-cons i guess, they need to prove themselves to society again and earn that respect back. Tainted records? as it should be. These kids deserve to be punished. Seriously. Inexcusable behavior.

link to video here.
read the star's article here.

x

Edited (10th May):

8tv News report on case,

They get 14 days suspension and the victim has to transfer school? Somehow i feel like justice was not served. They probably dont even feel sorry and feel glad that they managed to chase the girl out of the school. Suet and I were discussing and saying they should probably try to embarrass them instead, in front of the whole school? like stand on stage or wtv crap, cause at that age very jaga muka ma, so probably works better than just suspension. =___=" Blah. not satisfied. Plus, they should all be required to shave bald or something. bitches.

oh found another better video,

oh wtf. she approached her teacher for help and her parents did too but they told her to just transfer school and that they couldnt do anything about it? Okay, that is one hell of a SUCKY school. =___="

Memories made to last.

2011-05-06T04:38:00.002+08:00

We didn’t have long talks. Heck, half the time we spent, not talking, but working in the presence of each other. The occasional joke, groans of frustration which eventually led to laughter. My positivity and yours meshed together so well, and even with just the silence, you may have known me better than a lot of other people. No facades, no niceties. You had to put up with my one word replies when I wasn’t in the mood for conversation, my swearing while watching grey’s anatomy (the one with the shooter), my rants when I felt like it. It was nice how things were so easy, so comfortable so fast. But all good things come to an end, and we parted ways without a proper goodbye even. Cause it was easier, for me anyway. Occasionally I think back upon those times, and it makes me laugh. You are really some kind of wonderful, and I’m thankful that you were a part of my life, however short that period was. (:

Slap own forehead, run into wall.

2011-05-03T04:53:00.004+08:00

So the other day I was home and the landlord was due to make a visit. He didn't tell me beforehand what time he would be coming, so i thought he'd give me a call before he stopped by. He didnt, but that's alright. I let him and his father in, we said hi, exchanged a few words here and there, then i left them to deal with the problems while i went back to the room to study.

So there i was, happily reading when suddenly, SUDDENLY i remembered that i had put white gunk on my face and because i thought he'd call before he came, i thought i would be able to remove it but he pulled a surprise attack (yes, i shall hereby call it an attack) on me and and, I FORGOT and and.

I just sat there like that for awhile.

Screaming 'NUUUOOOOOOHHH!!!' inside my head. hahaha texted K and sister TT, proceeded to grab tissue to attempt to wipe white gunk off face. ITS TOO LAAAATEEE!! I guess its not a big deal, but if you know me, you know that it is, to me? Landlord and his dad were really nice about it though, they just, pretended it was normal.

...

MAYBE IT IS!

On another note, last summer while i was staying at my aunts, my little (okay, not so little anymore BUT FOREVER LITTLE TO ME) cousin walked down the stairs and saw me watching teevee with the white gunk on my face (ah pooh, family), and he went,

'eh? Why do you have white stuff on your face!'
'im trying to be a leopard.'
'YERR EMBARRASSMENT!'

oh yes, i do try. (;

.

Anyway, thanks for still reading and visiting. (:

Exams coming up soon, start praying!! Rawr

x

Little Miss Amazing.

2011-04-28T19:38:00.004+08:00

Thank you for being so understanding. You are truly amazing. Im so glad i found a friend in you. Thanks for making this decision easy on me and just, (: seriously, just thank you so much, for being the person that you are.

I'll keep your words in mind,
and they shall give me strength in my time of need!

For finding a silver lining in this situation and being alright with everything. For consoling me and telling me not to worry, for cheering me on and pushing me towards the right decision at your cost. You're a staaaaar!!

ps. i feel so screwed. exams are nearing and my brain is just filled with NOTHING. sigh. Praying that i pull through somehow.

Currently hooked on

2011-04-17T18:44:00.002+08:00

Fun with the new baby.

2011-04-09T21:35:00.003+08:00

...and today AGAIN!

made some plain ones, made some with chocolate chips, and sister experimented throwing blueberries in as well, which turned out pretty awesome :D Using this to make cupcakes sorta makes me feel like im making kaya balls! I COULD probably make kaya balls with this actually, just no kaya. TT

Anyway, like i linked in the sidebar, THIS IS WHERE I GOT THE QUICK MINI CUPCAKE MAKER! :D CLICK HERE. OR HERE. OR HERE. OR THERE.

awesome site with so many cool things! Heee (:

okay, now back to studying!

x

Just following the signs.

2011-04-09T00:15:00.003+08:00

So you ALL know i love to bake cupcakes right,

Exhibit A, for K's birthday,

havent been baking since i got here, but recently i saw this awesome quick mini cupcake maker online and its just one of those things you KNOW you dont really need but somehow something in your head is screaming,

I HAVE TO HAVE IT.

But i suppressed the little screaming brain cell. And i managed to do that for... well, around a month, and then YESTERDAY.

YESTERDAY.

I took an afternoon nap after long hours of trying to study and i dreamt that i was using the quick mini cupcake maker and and... THAT'S A SIGN RIGHT?!? I mean, if that's not a sign, WHAT IS?!?!?

Right?!?!?

Exactly! So I got out of bed and bought it.

eheh.
hehe.
hehehehehehe.

.

.

.

And it arrived TODAY!!

lo and behold, my newest baby! (:

Its really THAT SIMPLE! :D

Would you LOOK at that?
ITS SOOOO CUTE.

When they say mini cupcakes, they really do mean, mini cupcakes!

So i got to baking mah first batch of mini cupcakes,

They're so adorable!!

Did i NEED the quick mini cupcake maker? I guess not. BUT IM GLAD I BOUGHT IT ANYWAY. HAH. HAHAHHAHAHAA

Effortless Nights (:

2011-04-06T18:36:00.002+08:00

Agreed to meet EuChern at Russell Square tube station at 7.00pm yesterday,

7.00pm
Reach Russell Square tube station, station super crowded. Waited across the street so that I would be able to spot him when he come out and he would be able to spot me.

7.05pm
Still waiting. Uhhuh. Aiya, Malaysians, you know laaaah

7.10pm
O.O EuChern?! where forth art thou?

7.13pm
texted him, 'hey im waiting for you across the street yeah? (:'

EuChern calls.

'Where are you?!?!'
'Where are YOOOUUU?!?!'
'Im at russell square tube station!'
'ME TOO!!'
'I don't see you!'
'I don't see you either!! WHERE ARE YOU!?!'
'OH wait wait, i see you! hey. oh sorry. OH THERE YOU ARE!'

*waves waves*

so apparently we were both waiting at the different side of the street for about 15 mins HAHAHA He was hidden by the hot dog stand or something (newspaper stand? im not sure) and his contacts were dry so he couldnt see properly and recognized the wrong person at first, damn funny (:

Awesome night out! :D

1 for April.

2011-04-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

sorry that i havent been blogging for awhile, my imaginary readers :D!! Probably wont be updating this blog with anything of substance anytime soon. Exams coming up next month!! horror!! Been struggling with studies, finding it very hard to focus. sigh! I want to hit myself!

Been wasting too much time! Time to buck up and be awesome!

i know i know.

well anyway,

I hope this video made you smile?

x

There is hope yet.

2011-03-20T01:04:00.004+08:00

French military jets are preventing forces loyal to Libyan leader Col Muammar Gaddafi from attacking the rebel-held city of Benghazi, French President Nicolas Sarkozy says.

US President Barack Obama has said Libyan government forces must end their offensive against rebel-held towns and pull back - or face military action.

click here for full articles, 1, 2

Finally! Libyan people have hope yet!

Been following this for weeks now, and i was beginning to think international forces were NEVER going to take action, but finally (:

Alexandra Wallace

2011-03-16T19:34:00.002+08:00

oh girl, what have you got yourself in to?

O.O

angry asian replies O.O

and my favourite, :D

did the song make your day, or what?

i know it made mine :D

anyway, she has since apologised,

“Clearly the original video posted by me was inappropriate. I cannot explain what possessed me to approach the subject as I did, and if I could undo it, I would. I’d like to offer my apology to the entire UCLA campus. For those who cannot find it within them to accept my apology, I understand.”

read full article here

x

A few of the many things

2011-03-07T22:40:00.002+08:00

There are times when im about to cross the road, and there's this junction with no traffic lights or zebra crossing so i have to look carefully both ways before i make my move - too young to die, too young to die, too young to die - and sometimes there's a car that is at the junction, about to turn in, so i pause and wait for the car to go, but the driver smiles and motions for me to cross instead.

There are times when im walking towards a building, and there's a person walking right behind me and that person purposely walks that little bit faster than me as we arrive at the door just so he/she can hold the door open for me. And other times when im entering the building and there's someone else at the other side of the door and they hold the door open for me and lets me enter first. And times when a class has just ended and everyone's rushing out, but i have to go through the door to get to my class, and while everyone rushes by and i wait, someone from the bunch pauses, holds the door and motions for me to go in first. And times when there's someone walking in front of me, and we're both exiting the building, that person holds the door open for me.

There are times when the underground tube or an elevator is so so packed and i just cant seem to enter it because everyone's squished like sardines and there is just no space! But someone sees me standing there and purposely makes space for me and motions for me to enter.

There are times where im standing in line to pay for an item, and there's another person who is queuing in front of me, and the person tells me to go ahead of them and pay first.

Strangers who look out for you.
I feel so much warmth in my heart.

Thanks a million, for making my everydays (:

x

In the doldrums

2011-03-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

所谓的幸福，不需要靠别人而得到。

I know what dwelling in the past and looking in too deep can do. To make things better, one has to start from oneself. The first step is always the most difficult one to make. 要加油哦！Be the bigger person, be the bigger person, be the bigger person. Mantra from now on! Spread love not ~~war~~ secret feelings of discomfort and awkwardness. :D

Its an art.

2011-02-23T06:54:00.001+08:00

there are no ugly girls, just lazy ones.

freaking amazing, skills! (;

x

Mah dumbo

2011-02-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

News of my favorite boy (:

way back when,

Buddy and Elvis, lookit the size difference!!
they're only several (3-4 i think?) months apart age wise

and now,

apparently he's still as cheeky as ever. (:

x

It's a boy!

2011-02-12T23:00:00.001+08:00

Joyce and Jimmy's bundle of joy :D

newest addition to the family,

'how you doing?'
(the way joey tribbiani does it)

this baby's got game! (;

I will NOT.

2011-02-12T18:03:00.002+08:00

let me say this.

When i get annoyed and pissed off. you can be pretty damned sure that i have a GOOD REASON to be so. I am NOT unreasonable. In fact, I usually try to suppress these feelings and not think too much about it, label it unfinished business and all that (as previous post stated). So yes, that's what i do. I close it all off and i try to be ZEN. but sometimes i can't. And sometimes i just want to talk to someone and let it out. And you should know by now that I am very reasonable, and whatever you're hearing at the moment

Is not the freaking full story.

because all the while i've just been burying and burying all the shit that you have not heard about. So when i tell you something and i sound PISSED OFF, you can be pretty damned sure I HAVE A REASON and im not being annoyed for NOTHING.

You do NOT get to judge me.
not when you don't know the full story.

.

Darn elves.

2011-02-09T22:18:00.005+08:00

You know how sometimes someone makes a jellybean of a comment and at the time, you just go along with it, and maybe it even seems a little bit funny at the time, so you laugh and you brush it off, oh look NEXT TOPIC, jump on that train! and you chug along as the conversation goes on, but at the end of the day, after the laughter dies down and you're walking home in the dark of the night and the quiet slowly gets to you,

you replay the conversation in your head, smiling like a goofball at yourself and then suddenly something clicks and your brain goes, HEY, WAITTAMINUTE, that can't be right! Rewind, replay. Frown lines start to form. WAAAAAITTAMINUTE and in your head sirens are going off, I RESENT THAT!!

yeah well, too little too late.

And the more you think about it the more it gets to you and the more annoyed you get. And you're home scratching your head and being all frustrated and you want to - well you don't know what you want to do but you're just NOT happy. And you're rewinding and replaying and thinking of all sorts of things you could have said in retort,

its like HAH! JAB. YES, YOU TAKE THAT.
oh golly, im so witty someone give me a prize!

Only its all in your head so you're still not satisfied and you just want to - well you still dont know what you want to do but again, still NOT happy. so you hit the pause button and you store that memory in the chest where you keep all the other PAUSED memories, you label it, UNFINISHED BUSINESS, and you lock it away. and then suddenly you're feeling much much better.

See, all you have to do is not THINK about it.
Stop rewinding, stop replaying.

And then at that moment, you just don't care. But still, in the quietest of nights, perhaps the brain elves get up to their little tricks again and they hit that play button and you're just like GYAAARR!!! (lack of proper word to use in the situation) and perhaps because its been pent up there for so long, IGNORED, PAUSED, but STILL there, it comes back two fold and you just want to - well, i dont think we'll ever figure out what we want to do at these moments but you're just NOT happy.

but its been ages and you should let it go by now.

problem is, how do you do that?

Pause.
label: UNFINISHED BUSINESS.

A blessed new year (;

2011-02-08T00:51:00.006+08:00

Okay, i know i havent been blogging in awhile and im a bit late but,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D

year of the BUNNY!

This post is a tribute to all the lovely people who have been so nice to me this past week! :D My sisters went home (malaysia) for CNY and i was left home alone in London, and as soon as Suet heard,

This girl right here.

She offered for me to go stay over with them (kaisheng and nicole too) for the two weeks while my sisters are away so i dont have to be lonely :D and in her words,

just come la whenever u want
u can stay with us
we'll feed u

HAHAHAHAHA :D thanks weiiihhhh and then when kaisheng heard, he was all, 'did suet ask you to come to our place to stay?' daaaawww, and im like yeaaah she did but nah its okay. and he went all,

And when nicole heard, she told me to go over for dinner on any of the days i end late. (: you guys are SHO SWEET I SWEAR i was like DAAAAWW TT

this is them.

Also, SheunYeow who offered himself and karn up to be my sisters for two weeks DAHAHAHAHA and said i could go stay over and i could have his bed. thanks lah, doof!

This is he.

btw i feel so cina in this photo. chinese eyes. WOOHOO

and i know ive been bombarding you with more nonsense than usual cause my sister isnt here for me to rant to so. (: again, terima kasih kawaaaaan! you izzah awesome!

Also Su Ean,

and ChyeLing,

Thanks everyone for reminding me that im not alooonneeee :D and also, mucho love to Bryan and Karen, bryan who says he'll be ronery with me and check if im alive OR will bring me back from the dead if i die, cause hes awesome like that. And karen who checks up on me to see if im okay and STRONG. HAHAHAHA

I feel so so blessed (:

x

ps, lion dance in houghton street this afternoon, feels more like home already!

Be My Only - ping.bren.sara (:

2011-01-23T17:51:00.002+08:00

My oh so talented girlfriends (;

raaaawrr again, WHY'D I HAVE TO BE SO FAR AWAY FROM THE PEOPLE I LOOOVEEE!! Thanks giiiirrllss :D :D :D be seeing all of you in JUUUNNEEE meanwhile *replays video a million times over HAHAHAHAHA*

more than, anything.

2011-01-22T22:12:00.002+08:00

Days like these remind me of just how lucky i am, truly.

the stupidity continues.

Thanks for being the best friends a girl could ever have (: and thanks for always being concerned for me, K, but im a big girl now, IMMA GONNA BE OKAY (; but if im not, i know where to find you *heartsies*

ps. im always ALWAYS going to be SINGING OVER 'Christmas Lights'. xp tralalalala~

Scarf Monster Projects #4

2011-01-18T20:53:00.003+08:00

before i properly forget to blog about this at all,

HEADLINES:

DEATH BY SCARF.
VICTIM #2, FOUND.

true colours,

x

link to Scarf Monster Projects #3

Valentine's Day

2011-01-18T09:09:00.006+08:00

"They are all the ones nobody wants. Most of the times you throw them away. I like the idea that tomorrow somebody is going to see them floating by and wonder where they came from, behind the mystery of it all. I used to actually put them together and practice new designs with them and drop them off at a random doorstep with a note saying 'Somebody out there loves you'. Then I got to thinking, what if they found out that someone was me?"

"Would they want me to be the one that loves them?"

- Reed, Valentine's Day

One of the saddest quotes ever.

Had trouble falling asleep last night and that line haunted me. I miss my anytime sms buddies, brenda, bryan, yaw HAHA, anytime of the night i message, i KNOW at least ONE of you will be awake. why'd you all have to be so far away, huh?

ps, to end this on a slightly happier note, FINALLY got to watch Rapunzel/Tangled. It was wonderful (: Favorite character : MAXIMUS!! He's so hilarious, i laugh at every scene he appears in. Rawr!

Currently hooked on : Back to December - Taylor Swift

So here's the thing,

2011-01-15T07:20:00.004+08:00

i actually LIKE being alone on buses and walking home alone. There's this sort of quiet, where its not really quiet, but in your mind, it is. I like the constant hum of the bus engine, the way the whole bus shakes when it goes over a bump, and the constant chit-chattering that is happening all around. Same as when im walking home, the sounds of the cars and buses just whizzing past, the different sorts of people walking on the streets, laughter, laughter, just lots of laughter.

I tend to zone out a lot at times like these.

My mind goes into this mode where everything is just quiet and nice and peaceful. and there's a constant train of thought in my head, not always making a whole lot of sense, but its just nice. And when i reach my destination, i snap out of it, and i dont even remember what i was thinking about earlier, but i know i was thinking of something.

So tonight, as i was making my way home, i was in that zone again, then these 3 girls sorta just approached me to ask for directions but because i was IN THE MODE and so unaware of my surroundings, when they spoke to me, i literally jumped a little HAHAHHAA i can only say, THANK GOD I DIDNT SCREAM. they noticed and were apologizing profusely+laughing a bit at the whole thing HAHAHA ohh maaaann,

'sorry, im so sorry'
'no no, its okay'
'sorry, we were just wondering where the tube station is'

rawr. HAHAHA and that's why its so easy to scare me. =___=" i guess im just so out of it most of the time. In my own little world. I really do enjoy just being quiet sometimes though, like the other time went for a apartment viewing with my sister, and she was revising on the bus and i was just zoning out for a good half hour.

(:

anyway.

x

i know i promised to blog about more interesting things but i guess that will have to wait till next week. Till then,

bryans advice when i was really sick,

...

anyway, found some meds that my cousin left behind when they came over in september so :D its a miracle, healed overnight!! :D im a happy girl!

gulp OOUUUCCCHH.

2011-01-13T05:18:00.003+08:00

my throat HURTS.
it really REALLY hurts.

been hurting for a week now, but ive been downing so many glasses of water that could possibly have filled up a dried up lake somewhere with dead fish so it SHOULD be getting better but its not. Its so not. in fact, i think it got worse cause i dont even want to swallow my saliva at this point cause it HUUURTSSS. it was better this morning so i got happy like this,

big smile, tiny asian slit like eyes and everything

got home and started bursting into song. sang and sang and sang and NOW MY THROAT IS KILLING ME FROM THE INSIDE. ): Guess who's not SMILING NOW?!?! Its so bad that ive stared into the mirror with my mouth open to see if its all bleeding at the back or something =____=" NO AWESOME SMALL TORCH LIGHT like the doctors though so, just felt stupid.

meh. i just want to lie in bed and...
not swallow my saliva.

making barley at the moment. comfort foooood.

shall blog again tomorrow with more interesting stuff not concerning my sore throat WHICH HUUURTSSSS. yes whine whine whine. TT

ps.

wow, you got big FAST. (:

Let's all meditate and be ZEN.

2011-01-08T19:29:00.006+08:00

Bad day? Don't take it out on me.

That time we were returning to London from our december trip we all had to go through passport checks. When it was my turn, i got this grouchy old-ish dude. but nevertheless, as always, i smiled at him,

'Hi!'
*looks up, grouchy expression ensues*
'Are you a student?'
'Yes, yes i am'
'where are you studying?'
'Im studying at LSE, the London School of Economics.'
*looks up at me*
'I KNOW what L.S.E stands for.'

whoa, IM SORRY? o.o i only bothered to clarify because last time when i was coming in from malaysia to london, the fella asked me what it stood for so i just wanted to be clear. I didnt even say it in a condescending manner or anything, i dont know why he took offense.

*chuckles uneasily*
*flips through passport, HUGE FROWN*
'DO YOU KNOW THAT YOUR VISA IS EXPIRING?!'
'huh? oh um, i wasnt aware of this, im sorry'
*LOUD sigh*
'so WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT?'
'well, um, i guess i'll go back and look it up and see what i can do to fix it'
*flips through passport and then LOOKS at it again, LOUD sigh*
'in fact, its ALREADY expired'
'oh, what?! really?!'
*GLARES at me*
'so WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT!?'
'um, can i just look at it for a moment?'

'um, sorry, doesnt this say the expiry date is on the 29th of October in the year 2012?'
'...'
'...'
*embarrassed smile*
'dont worry about it.'
*waves me through*
'huh? what?'
*spoken like a superhero, as in, 'all in a day's work' kinda thing*
'dont worry about it.'

=______="

like it was MY fault and he was just being nice about it, having a big heart and everything and just waving me through. Feeling generous, so DONT WORRY ABOUT IT. Men and their EGO. I swear all he wanted was to pick a fight or something, ): maybe he was having a bad day? i dont know. Boo. Dont take it out on me.

irreplaceable

2011-01-06T18:10:00.002+08:00

so i had this dream that this dude, brenda and I were out shopping for a present for suping. we were both wearing heels and he was walking pretty damned fast and we were both struggling to keep up, at some point i went,

'i bet ping never had to walk this fast.
lets just give up and walk slowly, man.
he's bound to notice we're missing and then stop to wait for us.'

and brenda went,

' i can run fast.'

and then i turned to look at her. and she turned to look at me. and then we both BURST OUT LAUGHING. DAHAHAHAHAHA IM SORRY BRENDA BUT DAHHHAHAHAHAHAHA

then somehow i flashed back to all those times we'd eat KFC before tuition, (cheesy wedges), and how sometimes we EAT TOO SLOW and wind up being a little late. how we're ALWAYS late in the mornings for perhimpunan and the back gate is ALWAYS closed but there was this one time it was open and we were gonna be cheeky and SNEAK in, hide and pop out when all the students are walking to classes and blend in but then two prefects caught us HAHAHAHHAA

'i think they saw us.'

in fact, i think i blogged about this before, wait check. LINK!

daaaaww maaaan good times good times ;) i woke up in such good spirits. HAHAHAHA I. CAN. RUN. FAST. HAHAHAHAHAH reminds me of that time we did the 100m dash and we all agreed to jog, so there i was leisurely jogging and i was like 'THIS IS FUN BRENDA, IM JOGGING!!' and you were all,

*pant pant* 'IM RUNNING.'

HAHAHAHHAA I MIIISSSS YOOOUUUU

you make me smile so hard! :D

x

because I have something better to do

2011-01-06T04:53:00.006+08:00

if you're looking for a movie to watch,

i'd recommend watching

its funny, and it has so many moments :D
the little kid has good lines, pretty sweet.

I'd definitely watch this again (:

if you're looking for a book to read,

well, no recommendations for that, but you could redirect yourself to THIS page and read this story, 'Baby, Im not finished', its FINALLY done (haha irony there) and its pretty nice so (:

Recently read,

i wouldnt tell people NOT to read it, but i wouldnt say READ it either because well, it was alright but. okay lets put it like this. You know how when you're dreaming, everything makes sense and its all like YAY WHEE go along with the flow, flying pigs, hell yeah, and then you wake up and its like POOF, WTF. well THAT WAS COMPLETELY STUPID! well, this book gives me the same feeling.

SPOILER ALERT!!

redirect yourself to another page, like THIS one, if you intend to read this book sometime in the future. (:

you've been warned.

I thought it was completely stupid how Zachary (totally guessed he was a baddie, GOLD STAR!) didnt give a shit about the pyramid and all that jazz, and then ONE day, because he was BORED of being HOT and having lots of meaningless sex, he turns on the TEEVEE and lo and behold, they're telling the stories of his family DUMDUMDUM, and then he SUDDENLY gets intrigued and OMG I WANTS THE PYRAMIDZ NAAAOOO and then transform into some psychopath. =__="

Over some tv show., REALLY!?!
that was the best you could come up with? REALLY?!!

and hes all I HATE YOU FATHER because his dad decided that he could stay in the jail for one more week to learn his lesson? JUST ONE MORE WEEK and hes all, YOU MAH DAD AND YOU DIDNT WANT TO SAVE ME I COULDA DIED YOU DONT LOVE ME NOW I DONT LOVE YOU I SHALL KILL YOU AND YOUR FAMILY CAUSE YOU ALL SUUUUCK. I mean, i get that he was a mad kid, and he hated his dad for leaving him in jail, but as he grew a little older, he MUST have been able to rethink and went, oh ya, i was an idiot, nowonder my dad did that, BUT NUUOOOHHH.

plus, Peter did say that, whenever he wanted to, Zachary could go back and just GET THE PYRAMID and safeguard it. He didnt have to go through all that hassle to get the pyramid when really, his dad would have willingly handed it over. BUT NUUOOOH, it was kill her, kill him kill everyone and fly robert langdon over blablabla. YAWN.

But okay. never mind all that. Await for AWESOME treasure they were all safeguarding with their lives. WTF, it was THE BIBLE?!?! =___=" apparently all that mystery was so that everyone could be in awe of it or something. WTH. they were protecting the location of a BIBLE for centuries when you could have just gotten it from ANYWHERE really. people DIED for this?!? REALLY!?!?! =____="

honestly, disappointment.

and it was LAME how peter already knew of the place as soon as he heard, and it seemed the blind guy knew exactly what it was too. Super blahs. Disappointed disappointed. And that was totally a star wars moment, but instead of,

'LUKE, I AM YOUR FATHER.'

it was,

'PETER, I AM YOUR SON.'

and then he was so upset not to have been recognized. yeah well, YOU GOT TANNED and your body changed and you took steroids so that your voice changed. and they thought YOU WERE DEAD, so obviously the first thought in their heads wouldn't have been,

'OMG YOU HAVE RISEN FROM THE DEAD.'

plus, you were holding a gun to katherine's head and threatening to kill, course they must've thought 'STRANGE KILLER PERSON, KILL THE ASSHOLE. SAVE THE FAMILY. SAVE THE PYRAMID. SAVE THE WORLD.' even though it was really only just A BIBLE as we've established earlier. ahem.

rant over.
again, massive disappointment.

At least in his other books his villains were convincing, this one was just SAD. storyline was so bad, so so bad. Major fail.

anyway. (:

Scarf Monster Projects #3

2010-12-30T01:57:00.003+08:00

BREAKING NEWS: THE ELUSIVE SCARF MONSTER ATTACKS!

Victim #4

'I didn't know it was coming for me..'

but

'i is happy it did!'

:D :D :D

true colours,

link to scarf monster projects #2

Turn back time

2010-12-29T10:45:00.005+08:00

so yesterday was totally high school, ALL OVER AGAIN. (; everytime im with you people, seriously, i just laugh SO SO HARD. let the good times, keep on coming! and may we always, ALWAYS be this freaking retarded, whenever we're together anyway (;

Short meet up lunch with teh bryan,

broken clavicle, still smiling.
hell yeah, cause he's awesome like that!

ain't nothing gonna beat me down? :D

Went to this crazy expensive restaurant at knightsbridge called 'Shanghai Knightsbridge', note of caution, DONT EVER EAT THERE. when i say crazy expensive, i do mean, CRAZY SHIT-ASS EXPENSIVE. =___=" rice cost like 3 pounds per person or something, wtf?!?! we didnt know until the bill came and then we all vomit blood. Boo.

Before bill arrived,

happy smiley people

When bill came,

shocked, wtf face
(just in case you couldn't tell, yes, i like to narrate expressions)

okay, so i lie, eu chern and xv only joined us later. Rewind!

After lunch, bryan decided to leave us cause his clavicle was being shit and we wanted to go to winter wonderland where the crowd was and blabla not so fun for him (boo, sorry) so yeah, the 4 amigos (liying, joyee, wk and I) walked on to winter wonderland where we were joined by two new comrades :D :D (smiley happy faces of new comrades btw)

xv and wk's cousin, edmund

wk, his cousin, liying and joyee went on this ride,

its like solero shot in genting, only it goes up and down many many times and apparently it accelerates down? joyee said something about feeling pressure on his shoulders when it was moving down. hmm!! 6pounds per person, but i guess since it went up SO MANY TIMES, it was sorta worth it? hahaha after that all of us went on this other ride call the er... obliviator (i think, or did i just make that up? HMM!) it really didnt look that bad, but shit, it SO WAS. =___="

before the ride wk kept asking if i was scared but i wasnt. i was so chilled and everything, like yeah man, BRING IT. and then the ride started.

'are you scared now?'
'not yet! i'll tell you when i am'

the ride was sorta like a pendulum, it swings higher and higher and higher.... 10 seconds into the ride (as it got that LITTLE bit higher) you could feel the drop and i was like, shit.

'OKAY NOW IM SCARED.'

...too late.

all i could do was SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM cause i knew i'd feel sooooo much worse if i just kept it in. it was like WHOA. and then the ride slowed down, OKAY ITS ENDING. OKAY ITS ENDING. and then wk said that it was just the first time now its gonna go a SECOND time and its going to SWING HIGHER.

SWING HIGHER?!??!
that's POSSIBLE?!?!

shit.

...too late.

after the ride we were all dizzy and felt queasy ahhahahahaha i honestly dont think i'll EVER go on that ride again. it was NEVER ENDING. xv really really didnt want to go on it at first but then wk's cousin accidentally bought tickets for her so,

...too late.

hahahahaha she was closing her eyes the whole time and she said (after the ride) that she was trying to separate herself from reality kinda thing, like dreaming. so that its not as scary. i think that requires some skill, yo! totally have to try that next time around *on a milder ride... spinning teacups, anyone?*

supposedly the limay smile. joyee scares me. XD

good fun (:

after that we went for dinner at four seasons (bayswater) where eu chern joined us! :D food was better, in bigger portions and so much cheaper. dahahahaha, feel so cheated!! after dinner, wk and his cousin left while the 5 of us decided to crash joyee's friends tang yuen party *ahem*, so we took a train to south kensington... and along the way, someone came up with the idea to act bimbotic in front of joyee's friends, just for laughs. and then we started practicing.

im honestly bloody scared at how surprisingly easy it was for all of us to sound so bimbotic. HAHAHAH at some point, we couldnt stop. shit, so much laughing!! and his friend wasnt back yet, so we had to sit at some park and wait. His friend's name is keane, so EVERY TIME we see someone walking near the park or into the park (a fair distance away) joyee would be like,

'eh i think that's...'

and then the rest of us would be like,

'KEANE!! HEY KEANE!!! KEANE!?! IS THAT YOU!?!?'
'K-E-A-N-E!!!! GO KEANE!!'
'ITS JOYEEE, JOOOYYEEEEEEE'
(in weird low pitch voices)
'YO KEANNNEEEEE'

and then upon realisation that its in fact, NOT KEANE
'HEY KEAAANNNN-U REEVES'
'hide guys. HIDE.'

*cover eyes. look away, act sane*
*then burst out laughing uncontrollably*

so many times. i swear people thought we were drunk. XD and then some guy walking his dogs came by to say hello (: and we waved at a pizza guy on his bike and he waved back... and then another pizza guy came by and we waved at him and he stopped, thinking WE ordered the pizza cause he wasnt sure where to deliver it to and we told him we didnt order any and he looked pissed off. Whoooops!!

tralalala (;
(unplanned identical facial expression ftw)

his friends came back, and we said hello, but left shortly after cause we felt quite paiseh after awhile. dahahhahaa (:

still, great night!!

rawr. high school all over again.
x

Scarf Monster Projects #2

2010-12-28T19:44:00.001+08:00

note: wrote this post on the 11th of nov, but couldnt post it, but now that i've finally given the scarf away (:

meet ninja khai,
Victim #3
(victim #2 not up yet)

I noticed (and im sure the rest of you did too) that i say 'REALLY REALLY' and 'BAD' a lot. Yes loves, that is the range of my vocab. Soree, my england is veri bad. OH THERE I GO AGAIN. xp but seriously.

And then i said THIRTEEN without the 'TH'
*cringe*

My standard 1 BM teacher would be so proud of me, i think i did sorta do the whole 'rrr' thing with my thirteen there (very subtle but yeah). I remember she would give out sweets (SUGUS! untuk kanak BAGUS!) to the good kids, and i got lotsa lotsa candy cause i was an angel in primary school. Trust! save for the fact that i talked a lot i guess, i was great! did all my homework, listened in class and all that crap :D oh and that one time after PE class in standard 1 we had to put on our uniform and i put on my shirt backwards and i didnt know so i couldnt button my shirt and i was just flailing my arms about,

WHY WONT IT BUTTON!?!?
WHATS WRONG WITH MY SHIRT!?!?

NUUUOOOHHH!!

and i was about to burst into tears. =___=" and then my teacher saw that little kid in distress flailing about like an octopus outta water (i dont know why octopus but i guess its cause they have a lot of arms? shush.) and came to save me. I think i was quite embarrassed. ): But no one laughed at me cause little kids are cool like that, they dont care about things like this HAHAHAHA

Ah, the struggles of a 7 year old.

well anyway. (: hope the loves enjoy the scarves and it keeps them both warm during the winter months!! Brr!! :D

x

link to scarf monster projects #1

Winter Holiday

2010-12-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

Berlin
Dresden
Prague

in 9 days (:

lazy to write all about it, they say a picture says a thousand words, i'll give you many many thousands, cause im awesome like that? (; don't be hatin'.

London Strike, 'F*ck Fees'

2010-12-11T05:59:00.004+08:00

saw the strike in london yesterday on my way to uni to take my exam. freaking. lots of people. like a swarm of bees. They were outside my place (around Russell Square area) and i thought it was just a small bunch of people cause theres a turning so i walked really really fast to try to surpass them all, but GOSH. there were SO MANY PEOPLE literally i couldnt see where it started and where it ended because there were just THAT many people. there were swarms of people all the way from my place to uni (thats a good 20 minutes walk btw) and i walked into another direction and they made a turning, so i still couldnt see where it started so. yeah. THAT many people.

the roads were ALL closed and they were EVERYWHERE. it was so difficult to walk i had to squeeze past so many people and walk close to the sides where the policemen were walking and at times i got pushed aside by the policemen ): it was dreadful!! i was afraid i would be late but naw :D superhuman like me, IMPOSSIBLE. i can do ANYTHING!! *fly may, fly!*

but yeah, saw the news today (friend read out as we were waiting for tube) that the duchess got jabbed by a rioter? and someone got hit on the head by the policemen with a baton? apparently they were causing such a ruckus and painted graffiti on statues and stuff like that, surrounded the prince's car and stuff eeyeeerr!! so lebih! quite scary la, i thought it was quite cute though, cause at some point they were chanting,

'WHEN I SAY CUT BACK, YOU SAY'
'FIGHT BACK!'
'WHEN I SAY CUT BACK, YOU SAY'
'FIGHT BACK!'
'CUT BACK'
'FIGHT BACK!'
'CUT BACK'
'FIGHT BACK!'
'CUT CUT CUT BACK!'
'FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT BACK!'

somehow reminded me of sports day =.= really was quite shocked at the amount of people present, damn huge. damn huge. sorry i didnt take a better video but i was afraid i'd be late so bleaaaahh (: anyway, TERM ENDED. HOLIDAY BEGINS. HOHO. went to winter wonderland today, good fun, good fun :D

ps. i think i did good on my test :D so im happy.

come tomorrow

2010-12-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

x

see you guys on the other side (;

December already?

2010-12-02T19:38:00.003+08:00

Its snowing again!!

Its really quite magical. Went to sleep and everything was still normal, woke up to find everything white and covered in snow!! :D SuEan texted me this morning, and being the light sleeper that i am, i woke up, text said,

'Mummy wake up and look outside!! Can build snowman!'

cause im her 2nd mummy - long story - not that interesting. :D so so we agreed that if its still snowing later tonight, we'll build ourselves new snowman friends x) i dont know why but the prospect of building a snowman just gets me so excited! really! :D

Snow covered sidewalks calls forth mah TIMBERLAND BOOTS, time for action babies! (: I never actually wear them unless im going hiking or... it snows so YAY! Cause they provide extra grip and all, but even so, im still very cautious? I guess its just the way i am, and i walk really slowly cause im afraid i'll slip and fall. Makes me feel like a penguin.

Saw this lady wearing heeled boots and walking so gungho down the street while i sadly waddled slowly behind her, lagging like crazy, and i was gonna give her props for being able to walk like.. PPFFFT SNOW, NO SNOW, its all the same to me! and then she fell. and the cautious penguin overtook her :D

:D :D :D

okay no, more like i caught up with her so that i could help her up and asked if she was okay, to which she, awkwardly laughed. and so, i awkwardly laughed back. awkward laugh ensued. then i left. =____="

pooh.

Dirty brown slushed up snow reminds me of coke slurpee! which my dad would refer to as Snoopy cause hes funny like that :D haha anyway, pray i get to build a snowman later! :D love you folks so so much, stay safe, warm and healthy!!

White shit falling from the sky, AT LONG LAST.

2010-11-30T18:24:00.002+08:00

ITS SNOWIIINNNGG!! :D

x
snowman snowman snowman THIS WEEKEND hopefully
*crossies*

Happy Feet

2010-11-28T18:16:00.004+08:00

marshymallow socks to ward off the evil that is cold :D
(double duvets ftw)
x

bbrr! Its getting colder and colder these days!! super horrid, even when im indoors and the heaters are on, sometimes i still shiver so i spend most of my time under covers, with mah socks and dino jacket on. (: As a friend said once, since its so cold already, it might as well snow.

But still, no signs of snow yet!

I want to build me a snowman! Didn't get to do so last year, so hopefully, HOPEFULLY!! If i shut my eyes really really tight and wish really really hard then.

...

nope, still not snowing yet.
):

Also havent been to winter wonderland at hyde park! hoping to do so next next weekend after my econs paper is done and over with hoho and dec break starts (: shauny the fatty will be coming to visit in december :D wheeeee!! And LiYing will be coming too :D :D its gonna be an awesome month, i just know it! :D

till then.
x

x

2010-11-24T00:32:00.003+08:00

haha this made me smile (:

Sorry for the lack of blogposts and words and basic updates. Its always like this at this time of year, boo. Maybe it has something to do with the weather and the cold? I don't know. Need to get studying, test in 2 weeks time and after that it'll be the holidays!! I'll try to update more then, promise! (:

ps. special thanks to jian who has been my rock these past few days. :D

Scarf Monster Projects #1

2010-11-21T19:48:00.004+08:00

Breaking news: The Scarf Monster STRIKES!!!

Victim #1

'what is this around my neck?'

>:D

True colors,

For you, just because. (:

x

be wary, you might be next!!

Glee - Cee Lo's forget you

2010-11-17T19:44:00.004+08:00

GWYNETH PALTROW ON GLEE

:D

frikkin epic.

tenten - so apparently,

2010-11-13T06:44:00.004+08:00

you made me laugh so hard (:

Thanks for all the smiles, shon!
you are teh awesome!!

skipped a week (:

2010-11-08T17:08:00.005+08:00

You knew you had to check my facebook page out, DAAAWW! Its like love at first sight, no? like, 'i saw you in the corner of the room and i just knew i had to get to know you' HAHAHAHAHA what a good line. xp I don't think my profile is very interesting at all so im taking that, you basically just like people who look pretty in all their pictures? daaaaww, thanks for the compliment hahahaha

This would be so much less creepy if it was irl.
but its not, so.

*ahem* (:

STILL, im flattered.
did make me smile hahaha :D

ps, third project DONE DONE DONE! :D im on a ROLL! im like a machine! Fast like lightning!! shall post pictures up asap! you know ily!

my face needs to learn the art of being discreet.

2010-11-06T01:31:00.006+08:00

Short rant,

I do not like how easily i get embarrassed. Its so annoying, and my face totally flushes and goes freaking tomato red for the world to see. ): I hate how transparent it is! BLEAARRGHHH!! All it takes is for someone to put me on the spot and everyone to LOOK AT ME expectantly, then my face just flushes red and i get all flustered and i start talking faster and faster, with a lot of hand movement.

AS IF I DONT DO THAT ENOUGH NORMALLY.

my hands go into hyper mode and makes random shit movements, at some point i dont even know what im saying anymore and its like BLEARGH JUST KILL ME NOW. PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY, SOMEBODY PLEASE! D: In classroom environments i just sort of go on blabbering nonsense until the teacher saves me or something TT (they're usually very nice, thankfully) in normal occasions with people i know, i sort of go into this bad state where i start adding expressions like BLEARRGHH, ARRGGHH, BLLAAHHH in my sentences and i end it with,

'DONT LOOK AT ME.'

...imma mess.

*covers face*

):

The last time this happened was when i went to meet wk and his friend and i was a bit late =__=" and then his friend was all 'waaahh, why make him wait so long?' and i just went into an episode,

'NOOO.. i came really fast.. i just left the house then.. NOOOO... very long meh? I just live.. NOOO..AARRGHHHH!!! TT'

*wave hands, wave hands, wave hands in front of face*

tis sad, but true.

I think people like Karen recognize this problem i have HAHAHAHHAA whenever i start getting flustered, she helps me EXPLAIN the situation or goes, "DONT BULLY HER LAH" meh, I LOVE YOU, WOMAN. HAHAHAHAHA what would i do without you? XD You can be my knight in shining armor. I dont need a guy when i have a best friend like you to fend for me xp I wonder if people just like watching me squirm. =___="

sigh. well anyway.

had a short embarassing episode today ): Boo. I guess the good thing is that the redness dissipates really quickly? ): but seriously, its so annoying ):

x rant over.

The Dog, chanelling his inner Darth Vader.

2010-11-02T08:11:00.006+08:00

Dreamt of the dog last night (:

Mah cuddly wuddy smuddy waddly Buddy!

only in my dreams, he was still little like this :D

back when i could still carry the little fatty! And in my dreams, he was... he was... eating carrots. =___=" And i was so shocked and thrilled by that fact that i started taking videos of him and everything and made plans to blog about him (makes total sense right? i mean, the LiMay irl would have done the same thing)... and then i woke up.

No carrot eating dog.
No dog.

period.

Was pretty bummed for awhile. Meh. I miss mah Buddy. Came prepared though, i recorded short clips of him so that i can watch them whenever i miss him and just need to... hear him huffing and puffing into the camera lens =.= and see his BIG HAPPY FAAACEEE :D I LOVE MAH BUDDY! :D

Nah, spreading the buddy joy to the WOOORRLLDD
so now you can hear him breathe near the camera too.

Its awesome.
(and somehow breathing near anything reminds me of darth vader)

Notice how when i go BOOP BOOP BOOP (dont ask me why i did that, i dont know) he totally turns away? Thats cause he doesnt know where the noise is coming from =___=" HAHAHAHA I love my dog but sometimes hes not very bright xp you can whistle or make stupid noises, his ears totally perk up and he looks around and is on FULL ON ALERT mode to try to figure out where the noise is coming from but he NEVER gets it.

its hilarious xp

okay, now i sound like i bully my dog but. eh. HAHA. okay no excuse for that. xp its just a game we play? HAHAHAHA :D

The someday right now.

2010-10-30T20:19:00.004+08:00

once upon a time,

On the 12th of september,
my (pretty, so wk calls her) cousin got married (:
(photos stolen off facebook)

:D Happy for you coussiieee!

Love always, x

... and they lived happily ever after ;)

AJ RAFAEL IN LONDON.

2010-10-28T04:57:00.007+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!! :D

MET AJ RAFAEL!!

THANKS KAREN FOR FINDING OUT ABOUT THE MEET AND GREET SESSION IN FRONT OF PICCADILLY CIRCUS. AJ was super awesome and super nice, and he hugged everyone (GOT HUGGED TWICE RAWR! :D HAPPY GIRL) and took pictures with EVERYONE and he was just REALLY REALLY NIIICEEE x) it was EPIC. man, made my day. I literally ran home from the tube station (russell square) later on cause i just felt HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! :D

Group picture!!

ME, AJ, KAREN, JOSHUA!!
go youtube AJ RAFAEL IF YOU DONT KNOW WHO HE IS!!

PLUS, he was SO SWEEET!! watch the video below to see why. HOHO!!!

I know we sound super bimbotic but SHIIIT we were so caught off guard!!! :D

WONGFU WE LOVE YOOUUU!!

plus, AJ sang 3 songs!! view videos below!!

x

ps, editted, we're in AJ's video. HAHAHAHAHA

check out 7.45 HAHAHAHA

on the map somewhere

2010-10-25T04:07:00.004+08:00

Dont worry guys, im still alive! (:

Short bit,

'Where are you from?'
'oh, im from indonesia'
'oh cool! what about you then?'
'Im from MALAYSIA!!! :D'

*pause*
'where is malaysia?'

MALAYSIA FAILS.

On another vague note, decisions decisions! And thanks for trying today :D

x

proper update... hmmm, no promises ):

MonWednesdayBlues

2010-10-13T23:53:00.004+08:00

Today, I wanted to be a ninja.

I wanted to eat mango.

I wanted to be a mango-eating-ninja.

but alas.

Im still just me.

x

October baby

2010-10-09T20:24:00.021+08:00

The girl turned 20 yesterday!!

Night before,

So i woke up at around 8 something am, cause i thought the later i woke up the later it would be for him so i tried to get up as EAAARLY as possible :D but it was around 4am on his side anyway. AHEM. sorry friend, you know i love you :D then again, you were at your friends place so i guess staying up wasnt too much trouble :D, so anyways, opened the present and,

(sorry i dont have a good picture of it yet)

Thanks bryaaann!! :D
me loves it.

At first when i saw the front i was all 'DAAAWWW CUUUTEEE DINO... waittaminute, why does it have plasters all over its neck?' flip to back... T-REX. 'NUUUOOOOOHHHH!!!!!!' hahaha i thought the sleeves were really long and really big but karen and sisters say that its okay, that apparently lotsa people like the sleeves like that so, :D

Anyway, so went to uni for finance lectures (like the lecturer btw, hes funny) and saw a lotta people there who wished me and everything so it was like (: then during the one hour break, i was hanging out with kaisheng, nicole and suetfong and suet was all,

'hey so what are your plans for today?'

told her karen was gonna come over and then we were going out for dinner with mah sisters, and suet went,

'ohhh you busy today so we celebrate on monday lah!'

and i went (:

'okay'

So Karen came over, went out to dinner. DUMDUMDUM,

Bodean's burnt ends.

Its YUMS!!

came home and saw this on facebook,

to which i replied,

So anyway, celebrated with Karen and the sisters!

Karen got cupcakes from hummingbird (CUPCAKES!!!) everyone should definitely try the friday special, fizzy cola, its super awesome! like, it has those sweet stuff that you buy as a kid, when you put it in your mouth it goes POP POP POP POP POP, you know? those stuff? kinda fun

the special special cupcake :D

After the birthday song was done, and the present opening ceremony was done (sister got me and other sister *whose birthday is coming up* a charm bracelet!! uber pretty!! dont have a proper picture of it as of yet but you can get a glimpse of it in other pictures :D theres also a LOOONG VIDEO of us opening presents but erm yeah. XD) i settled down on the bed and we all gathered around my lappie to watch videos, suddenly i got this call from Chen,

who wished me happy birthday and said he was sorry but hes busy and couldnt make it for the celebration,

'how many people are there? a lot ar?'

i was so confused.

'erm i think you got it wrong la, they're not celebrating today. (: im just here with my other friend'
'your OTHER friend? what are you guys doing?'
'we're watching random videos...'

...?

not 5 seconds after i put down the phone, my eldest sister was on the couch directly opposite karen and I and she had whipped up the camera and i saw my second sister standing at the doorway area, apparently i said,

'what are you doing?'

and then,

:D :D :D

shock reaction = OMG WTH

=______="

and then because i had a lot of windows open and the song that liying linked me was open, i was frantically trying to CLOSE EVERYTHING CLOSE EVERYTHING, STOP THE SONG. (dont ask why, i just felt like i had to) so i guess it wasnt so much of, sit there with a shock expression going,

WHAAAAATT?!??!

but i WAS really surprised and daaaawww guys, that was so sweet x) i mean, there were SO MANY HINTS (well two, but yeah) i dont know why it didnt hit me. i guess i just really thought it would be on monday cause suet said so... also shonlee didnt wish me so i thought he forgot. HAHAHAHAHA *ahem*

before they came, sister made us clear up the place a bit (not put the table on the bed blabla) because she wanted to 'make the place look nice so that look nice in photos' and she wanted 'a nice space to give us our presents'. after that when they came i was like, NOWONDER LAH. HAHAHAHAHAHA shes good.

and apparently on the way home, i was talking to eldest sis in front and karen was talking to ee, and ee told karen to MAKE SURE I DONT CHANGE INTO MY PJs. HAHAHHAHAHAHA meh, plan was to keep me distracted. TT i feel so gullible now, LOL.

Meh, you guys are awesome lah :D

thanks a bunch everyone :D

*heartsies*

and then my sister realised something,

'okay guys, stop looking at me! i feel awkward!'

anyway, so my sister realised that, there were exactly 20 people in our house celebrating my birthday with me!! :D how awesome is that? HAHAHA

In order (left-right)

su ean, kaisheng, nicole, suetfong, rufus, sze ying, yangfan, dexter, suan, jason, andrea, kristy, jerrold, nikki, karn, sheunyeow, shonlee, karen, hsien and ee :D

Again, thanks for everything everyone :D
(more pictures on facebook)

the 1000th post! :D

2010-10-07T18:22:00.002+08:00

Raaawrrr :D

ILY FRIIIENNDD!
thaaankss <3

Sprinkles of joy in this little world of mine.

2010-10-04T07:19:00.003+08:00

Im not sure if i believe in heaven, there are some days that i do, and some days that i dont. Sometimes i even change my mind during the day, so it really depends on the time you ask. Not that i spend most of my day (or much of my day, or any time in my day, save for now at least) debating with myself, but - okay, so lets not go into that. *dont worry, im mentally slapping myself already, WHAT A WASTE OF 2 minutes of your time! i know right?* Well anyway, if heaven were to exist, my heaven would be... a stationary shop, you know the BIG, kick-ass HUGEEEE ones that sells all kinds of notebooks, files, pencils, pens, paper!, buttons and random other shit? you know, THOSE KIND OF STATIONARY SHOPS?!

yeah thats what my heaven would be like.

AND GUESS WHAT??!!
(no dont bother, imma gonna tell you anyway)

*sprinkles!*

There's a PAPERCHASE STORE just 2 minutes away from my place! :D So if im not home and you cant seem to reach me, YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME. :D imma happy explorer, gonna go back there tomorrow and look around and flip through notebooks and look at cards and poke at spongey, squishy stickers.

Also, flew back to London in Business Class this time around cause the awesome uncle had points that were gonna expire and thus upgraded me. I was all whiny about it because i wanted to fly with Karen and because i was bumped up to business class i had to fly solo. I was like ): NUUUOOOH BUT. NUUOOHH KAAREEENN!!! TT

And then i got on the flight.

*sprinkles!*

Air stewardess: Are you miss ng?
Me: O.O yeah
Air stewardess: We've been expecting you.

...HOLY.

who needs friends?
(im only kidding, you is knows i loves you karen.)

But man, that was an awesome flight. Funny bit, this old guy across the aisle had his suitcase behind his legs and the air stewardess wanted to stow it away so she politely told him so. He was so freaking dramatic. He closed his eyes, SIGHED LOUDLY, turned his face diagonally down to the left and then moved his legs a little to the left JUST enough to expose the handle of the suitcase so she could gently slide it out from behind his legs and stow it.

it was like. wow.

I need to learn to be snooty like that too. xp

anyway, first day of school tomorrow! Im sure there are other sprinkles but its close to 1am now and i need mah sleep and im sick and OH BOO. Dark cloud there. Pretty sure im getting a bit better though. Oh and random but, i really dont like it when people are vague.

Are you intentionally not telling me things?
not liking it one bit.

I think its time i learnt to keep secrets too. Everyone is in the habit of not sharing!! ...I thought we were friends. sorry, being dramatic. well anyway,

All the love in the world! (:
Im alive and a little sick but im doing well.

Time for change!

x

hello, London

2010-09-30T03:07:00.003+08:00

'Hey there, would you like a paper?'
'no, no thank you'
'Aaaawww!!'

..

'Tell you what, how about a coffee instead?'

Guiness

2010-09-25T16:04:00.004+08:00

So Karen got 4 free VIP tickets to attend the Arthur's Day celebration and invited myself, Yaw and weikhai to go along. First time being a VIP i felt so bloody awesome, but honestly you get the same treatment as everyone else so. =___=" But you get to go into the VIP areas where you get free flow of guiness :D and free crackers! Not like those were really great either cause the drinks were diluted (wethink) and the crackers were just, meh. But anyway, who cares, we were there for the concert and the after party! :D

Went in a bit late, expected to see a MASSIVE crowd inside or something but it was such a disappointment! there were so few people inside you could hardly call it a crowd, actually, you couldn't. There were 100 people there at most and at the time we were already running an hour late. Thankfully the place filled up more after ANOTHER hour (malaysians, always being late and all) but it still wasnt very packed. Surprising. Performances were pretty awesome, but a quarter way through the concert it started raining, and most of us looked like this,

taken when we were sitting down cause FEET PAIN.

Oh yes, we are awesome blue aliens. Unglam to the max. XD Stupid blue plastic bags didnt really help, it just kept sticking on your body and made you feel really uncomfortable. But we all still partied under the rain, so that was pretty awesome. (:

Embarrassing moment,

"Eh? TIMBALAND WENT OFF STAGE ALREADY!?!"
"...LiMay, that was FLO RIDA"
"oh. RIGHT."

=______="

he came back on later on. he was the MOST SYOK SENDIRI PERFORMER THAT NIGHT. omg it was HILARIOUS.

"ITS HOT IN HERE, DO YOU WANT ME TO TAKE MY SHIRT OFF?"

=___=" HUH!?!?
*crowd goes wild*
*we all exchange looks like WTF? LOL?*

i shout, 'NOOOOOO!!'
*he takes his shirt off*

and then,

'DOES ANYONE WANT TO TOUCH ME!?!'

....

"WHEN I SAY TOUCH ME, YOU SAY TOUCH ME!"

....

"ALL THE SINGLE LADIES MAKE SOME NOOOIISEEE!!
THIS IS MY NUMBER *recites number*
CALL ME, IM SO TOTALLY AVAILABLE!!!!"

I understand that it was meant as an intro to all his songs but its like, WHAA?!?! LOL i dont know if the number is actually a real number but yeah. HAHAHA he mentioned the number a few times and reminded SINGLE LADIES to call him several times too. Its like,

fancy a quick lay? call me!
UHHH.

And then his most syok sendiri moment, he opened a bottle of water and proceeded to pour it all over himself. like OMG LOOK AT ME IM SO HOT I NEED TO COOL MYSELF DOWN. I IS SO SEXY RIGHT NOW. LOOKIT LOOKIT LOOKIT.

He did that twice. Cause obviously, once wasnt enough.
people too hot, what to do?

Maaaaan, cracked me up.

Then he sat on someones shoulders and that person carried him through the crowd! that was pretty awesome! Karen and I got pushed like craaazzyyy we were literally just 20 cm away from him, too bad arms not long enough else we would have been able to... TOUCH HIM like he wanted us all to. HAHAHAHA He created the most hype, gave away lollipops and his watch... and his shirt to the crowd and everything.

Sean Kingston was pretty cool too, oh funny moment, before Sean Kingston came out, the crowd was chanting,

'KINGSTON! KINGSTON! KINGSTON!'
then these buncha dudes went,
'PENDRIVE PENDRIVE PENDRIVE!'

HAHAHAHA XD

Sean Kingston serenaded 'Beautiful Girls' to three indian girls, that was pretty cool. He also sang the chorus of a coupla songs that werent his so we were like O.O okay! But it was hilarious cause there was this one song in particular that i remember, i think he was tired, so the song was playing in the background as in, the song with his voice in it and everything, so he didnt actually have to sing. He just kinda stood on stage and wobble wobble, move hands move hands, and then occasionally chimed in with the recording. it was like HAHAHAHA oookkaaaaay XD I think the best performance was by Colby o Donis, i feel bad because i didnt know who he was before yesterday HAHA

Colby who?

But anyway, NOW I KNOW, AAAAAND, even better,

We met him. OHOHOHOHOHOHO

Okay it was actually pretty lame. We went for the after party (which so CANNOT be considered an after party, i think the after after party was held somewhere else, NO IDEA. wtv) and then we spotted him. ZOMG ITS COLBY!! wanted to take a picture with him, he was really nice, he said we could! but then, his bodyguard said NO.

WTF?

So there Colby was saying NO PROBLEM, and there his bodyguard was standing in our way.

biiiiitch.

Stood around for quite awhile, Colby was pretty nice, smiling for all the cameras and everything, only nobody could take any pictures with him. Karen and I gave up after awhile, then when we went back in again, THE MEAN BODYGUARD WAS GONE (OH HELL YEAH) and there was this OTHER bodyguard there and we saw ppl taking photos with him, so i asked the bodyguard if he could help us snap a picture and he was like all 'YEAH!' *while mouthing the words to the song that was playing atm*

So we scooted in and sat next to colby, only. Colby was.
busy texting.

....
awkward.

We just kinda sat there and silently waited for him to finish texting. there was this guy beside him (his friend or something) that tapped his shoulder to let him know that HEY THERE ARE FANS WAITING but he kinda ignored the guy, and just continue-d texting. So karen and i waited until he was done and then i asked if we could snap a picture with him and again,

Tadaaaaa (:

Also,

That's about it.

Anyway, gonna go continue packing. Flying back tmr ): byebye Malaysia! Oh yeah, and i think the loud music seriously impaired all of our hearing.

Karen : You guys just ignored me!
Yaw : You want to eat Indon Mee?

.....

*in the mamak, narnia was on the teevee*
Yaw : She's not hot la. I like Hermoine.

Karen and I BOTH HEARD,

'I like her body.'

HAAHHAHAHAHAA

x

keeping it all PG13.

2010-09-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

So im streaming the new episode of gossip girl at the moment, and because it streams so slowly, it keeps stopping and stuff but i cant bear to wait so i dont care and watch it retardedly like that, only now its stopping at a kissing scene and im willing it to load faster and inside my head im going,

'Play dammit PLAY! get past this scene! ITS MAKING ME UNCOMFORTABLE!'

honestly, am i the only one who feels this way? there was this other music video that liying sent me, love the music btw (keep replaying it over and over without watching the video itself), but the music video has so many kissing scenes in it and im just like,

'THERES SO MANY KISSING SCENES, WHAAAT?!'

and liyings all,

'i think its really sweet'.

SERIOUSLY, is it only me?

Aforementioned music video,

and then i watched 'the girl with the dragon tattoo' and 'the girl who played with fire' the other time when my sisters were still home and all the sex scenes really REALLY made me feel uncomfortable. And for the first time in my life i was grateful for being in Malaysia where everything gets CENSORED and you dont see that whole chunk in between.

Cant they just IMPLY that they're gonna do it and then just leave it at that and show the morning after? The whole sex scene thing is SO REDUNDANT, i dont wanna watch that! All these leave me feeling so uncomfortable because it feels so private and i just feel like im intruding or something, like... i dont know im not meant to see that, GET A ROOM. TT which also explains why i dont like PDA i guess, i see a couple going at it in public and my immediate reaction would be,

OMG LOOK AWAY! LOOOK AWAAAAAYY!!!

And i'd purposely look in the opposite direction and its all i can do from using my hands to SHIELD MY EYES. Meh. I mean, im not saying all kissing scenes make me feel uncomfortable, (so dont poke fun at me! at the movies or something, HAHA LOOK THEY'RE KISSING, LIMAY, LOOK LOOK *poke* LOOK! i'll be like GRR! and it wont be pretty! >:O) i mean, the short sweet ones are FINE i guess, its the ones that get really really intimate that make me wanna just LOOK AWAY, i fast forward through scenes like that. or i start squirming in my seat =___="

Again, am i the only one? I'd really love to know.

ps, So apparently all guys watch porn, henceforth, QUESTION DOES NOT APPLY TO YOU IF YOU'RE MALE. toodles! (:

The Dog, BRAVER than I give him credit for.

2010-09-21T23:16:00.006+08:00

One of the things i miss about London, the rain. I have a sort of love-hate relationship with London rain, its bloody annoying because it drizzles lightly and then stops after a mere 3 minutes or so, and then it continues drizzling. So there's always this internal debate, should i take my umbrella out, or should i just not bother? And this goes on for awhile until you realise that FUDGE im getting really wet here, and you take your umbrella out, but its almost always a little too late and you're already wet, but better than getting more drenched, i guess?

Also, the wind there is freaking annoying, when it rains and the wind is blowing like WHOOOOSSHHH, the rain come at you at a ninety degree angle and its like freaking BULLETS and its noooot fun. Not fun at all. I mean, i guess we have that in Malaysia too, but we're always either indoors or in the car, so you dont get to experience that... face on.

but i'd rather all of that, than the rain in malaysia, because the rain in malaysia is just SO ANGRY. There's all these THUNDER and LIGHTNING,

and its scary, yo! Usually when rain like this happens, i retreat into my room and go under covers and try to fall asleep. So today, it was raining exactly like that and i executed my when-its-raining-like-this strategy, but once i got into my room i remembered my dog was outside and that, you know what, HE WOULD BE SCARED TOO!! so i macho-ed up and went downstairs to comfort the dog.

Its always easier to be brave for someone else. Don't know where the strength comes from, but when someone is in need, you stop thinking about your fear and you just MAN UP. I marched downstairs and saw the boy sitting at the doorstep, so i just sat by him all through the lightning and the thunder, kept patting him and telling him,

'ITS OKAY BOY, ITS OKAY'

especially when there was loud thunder... even brought out some treats to reward him for being SO BRAVE and to distract him from the thunder. But i realised that, you know what, the boy ISNT afraid of the rain. =__=" i mean sure, there was that one time when the thunder was REALLY REALLY LOUD he kinda looked up at the sky, but that was it.

No shaking. No nothing.

He was perfectly calm.

in fact he probably just looked at the sky and wondered,

'where did that noise come from?'

Honestly, i think i needed him more than he needed me. =____=" all those treats for nothing, i hope he managed to finish his dinner. Felt really really stupid after that. Boo.

Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas

2010-09-20T00:56:00.006+08:00

It was while I was recuperating that a doctor friend told me the story of the five balls. You should never forget this one, Nicky. This is so important.

It goes like this.

Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are called work, family, health, friends and integrity. And you're keeping all of them in the air. But one day, you finally come to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other four balls - family, health, friends, integrity - are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered. And once you truly understand the lesson of the five balls, you will have the beginnings of balance in your life.

Nicky, I finally understood.

- (pg24)

'I'm sorry, I'm sorry,' I soothed him. 'Something good happened today.'

I could feel Matt relax in my arms and also see it on his face. 'So what happened, Suzanne? Tell me all about your day.'

The nice thing is that your daddy really wants to hear about these things. He listens, and even asks questions. Some men don't.

- Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas James Patterson (pg216)

Unicorns are HOT.

2010-09-17T23:38:00.003+08:00

Crays
ONE DAY, WE BRING MIC, THEN I DO BEATBOX
Crays
you can do the song XD we random shit
the Mäy (is fun-size)
HAHAHHAHAHA
the Mäy (is fun-size)
ya weih
Crays
MUST WEI
the Mäy (is fun-size)
actually it might turn out like shit LOL
the Mäy (is fun-size)
but we shall be shameless. xp
Crays
XD no
Crays
IT WILL BE AWESOME
Crays
we make our own song :P
the Mäy (is fun-size)
HAHHAHAHAHA okay
Crays
don't care what song it is
the Mäy (is fun-size)
IF YOU SAY SO MASTER
Crays
but the title
Crays
MUST BE
Crays
THE PINK UNICORN

and thus, AN IDEA WAS BORN. told Ping about it, and ping MADE THINGS HAPPEN, grouped everyone together. Date. Place. Time. Ready, set, GO!!! :D

Game plan : UTTER LAMENESS on a THURSDAY.

why? Just because.

Product,

Enjoy!!

supposed to have more than just the MOOMOO for the background but we failed miserably and we ran out of time. So. (:

i just HAVE to have it

2010-09-13T16:42:00.003+08:00

you know how sometimes you walk pass a stall that is selling incredibly useless things that you will never use EVER in your life but the things that are on display are just TOO CUTE FOR WORDS literally you find yourself just making sounds like,

'KYAAAAAAAAA!!!'
*runs, holds in hands*

and you want it. You just want it, for no reason other than just wanting to have it to call your own. because its so CUUUUTEEE, but at the back of your mind you know, YOU KNOW that its completely useless and this is a waste of money. But the force in the cute thing is just too strong that you just silence that little brain cell that is screaming at the top of its lungs at... the back of your mind, in fact, you send in your little mob of gangsta brain cells to finish him off, lock him up at the back of the trunk and drive off to dump him where i will never hear him ever again, back there where i store all my accounts information. You know, THAT place. *shudders*

and so you fork out the cash and you pay the nice lady that has been smiling at you non-stop, in some cases, that useless something you just bought is really really cheap so you dont feel so guilty about it, you chuck it somewhere and forget all about it, other times. HO. regret seeps in, but its too late now, so you just deal with it. Make a promise to yourself to never be that stupid again but you're ALWAYS that stupid again, so, whats the use, eh? ;)

This time around, was out shopping with the awesome mother for some heels and i saw this stall selling mooncakes. Honestly, i dont even really enjoy mooncake very much. But i saw this REALLY REALLY CUTE,

and eh, the rest is history.

Specimen is still whole downstairs waiting to be eaten. TT BUT HOW CAN I CUT UP THE CUTE LITTLE GUY!??! well anyway, at least this one isnt useless right? at least i can still eat it? when i actually get around to that, heh. heh. heh. heh. heheh.

Daily bits

2010-09-09T19:20:00.003+08:00

on the way to gasing hill, Buddy is in the backseat,

'Hey buddy! stop that crap.'
'.... mum, that crap is called breathing.'

HAHAHAHA man, cracked me up.

(obviously my mum isn't so mean she just meant he should stop breathing so heavily)

also, shonlee's take on why being small is AWESOME,

why run a life on 2000 calories a day when ur perfectly happy with 1500 calories? I AM FINE! infact im saving the world by reducing CO2 outputs and i probably shit less and consume less water and because of me aeroplanes use less fuel and and yes small is probably cuter too but im not sure i like being cute.

this was in chat form though, i just made it into a passage. BUT HAHAHA man, good one.

learning new things everyday

2010-09-08T18:08:00.010+08:00

Went for facial again today. YAY. I IS LOVE ME SOME PAIN. no, not really. The girl who did the EXTRACTION, god awful word, i swear every time i hear that word now im like this,

NO MUMMY, dont let them hurt me!! TT

naw, so i exaggerate. The girl was so impressed at how i could WITHSTAND pain she kept praising me and she imparted awesome knowledge to me today. Apparently, the amount of pain you can withstand is directly proportional to how independent you are. So there you go, in her eyes, i was this kick-ass independent person and it was all i could do to stop myself laughing right there and then. INDEPENDENT?!?! ME?!?! REALLY!?!? (see, people who know me are already laughing their heads off at that statement)

I like how people come up with their own theories like that.

its very.... interesting. ;)

Also, halfway through the EXTRACTION,

she was all,

'are you bored?'
'.... why would i be?'
'cause its taking so long!'
'... pain ah, how to be bored?'

ps, random comic strip that got me laughing,

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA

pps, EXTRACTION.

xp. LOVE!

Don't forget to,

2010-09-07T23:44:00.002+08:00

Stumbled across this, too cute.

Hope this brought a smile to your face ;)

x

______ the big.

2010-09-07T00:24:00.004+08:00

I've always loved singing, i know i don't sing great but I can hold a tune, so eh, that's better than some people right? *sheepish grin* You know when you're just a kid,

you're not afraid of ANYTHING. You just go out there, and you do whatever. And maybe because kids look cute doing ANYTHING, and even if they mess up people just go all 'DAAAAWWWW SHOOO CUUUTEEEEE' and make little baby noises at you, so everything's always okay. Then you reach that age where you suddenly become, less cute, and when you mess up,

well. lets just say, the world doesnt treat you as nice anymore.
No more rainbows.
No more cotton candy.
Just a whole lotta evil.

Yeaaaaap. people cringe, people point, people laugh. people just get all nasty. i mean seriously speaking, even if you're good, people have something mean to say about you. Again, People just get ALL NASTY. So we all get a little more self conscious and don't do the things that we secretly want to do. Which for me, was sing.

I got terrified of singing in public, i'd sing in my HEAD but never out loud because i just simply didnt have the confidence and i didnt feel comfortable and it was just a whole lot of BLEAH. oh slap me slap me now. It was frustrating. Then along came these girls, (:

Bren, Ping, Sara who all loved to sing and for some odd reason, I ACTUALLY DONT REMEMBER NOW, we all signed up for this singing competition together and i was forced out of my shell. I remember we'd have rehearsal sessions in Bryan's place (cause he had the karaoke stuff) and i was SO BLOODY SHY i think i had to backface people when i sang or something. Gosh. oh slap me slap me slap me now. And half the time i'd just lose confidence all together, thank God for Brenda mostly, who was always there to reassure me HAHAHAHAHA Brenda, always brenda. Then there was sara, who always trained with me.....

...ON THE PHONE.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH ;)

The day of the competition came... and we did SO AWFULLY. HAHAHAHHAHA because we didn't know how to hold the microphones properly so everything sounded SO OFF. And then we were so depressed about it and the judges were freaking bitchy (REMEMBER!??! REMEMBER?!?!) but thats not the point. I remember not being that nervous at all because the girls were with me and i guess after that, the fear just died off. (:

And then we joined another competition the following year (or was it the year after the following year?) and totally kick-ed ass and won. HAH. TAKE THAT, BITCHES!! XOXO ;)

Well anyway, that long introductory of a post (haha YES THAT WAS NOT THE MAIN POINT OF THE POST AT ALL) was to lead it to this one video. This one video that contains this one person (and another two people that i do not know) that is truly awesome and i am so proud of ;) The love, Brenda Chan! (shes the one on the right)

Rawr! thanks for helping me get over my fear of public singing HAHAHA

I LOVE YOU LAH WOMAN.
and you sound so awesome,

can't wait till July, REUNITE and SING SING SING click the link.
here.
here.
HERE.
HERE.

kkthxbai.

You're my exception

2010-09-05T12:20:00.004+08:00

Short update (cause im never in the mood for long ones anymore, oh boo.):

Went dress hunting yesterday, best place to do that, DUMDUMDUM BAAAANGSAAARR!! Went from boutique to boutique, i must have tried on a hundred dresses, it was SOOOO TIRING. i dont get people who get so hyped up for shopping for one specific thing, its such a chooooore. Mum was hella tired too, she actually fell asleep on one of the couches in one boutique HAHA, at the end of it, i was so tired i didnt actually want to go into another shop. Felt all nauseous, TOO MANY SHOPS, TOO MANY CHOICES.

TT I wanna go home and shop online. lol

And then we took a short break, went to eat something and mom was all RE-ENERGIZED and we went into more shops and there was this stupid dress that i swear WAS TRYING TO KILL ME. First mom took XS for me, and it was so freaking tight i couldnt even put it on. =___=" then she took S for me and im like NOOO MOM I DONT WANT TO TRY IT ANYMOOORE ITSSS TIIIIIGHHHTT ITS KIILLLIIINNGG ME but shes all, no no just put it on. And so i tried to (im just glad i didnt rip it apart =___=") and by some sort of miracle, i managed to. Only it was crushing me. This is what wearing a corset must feel like. And then and then,

I got stuck in it.

couldnt get the stupid dress off. Had to get mom in to help pull it off me and EVEN THEN, we had some trouble. STUPID DRESS. Im FAR from fat okay. even though i have a fat face hoho. Boo.

Anyway, that was my dress drama.

Ps. Check this out ;) Bryan showed it to me and its super cool! I like 'hug' and 'eat' the best! (click on this) or this, or THIS, or THIS, or... you get the idea, THIS.

pps. Dad finished nom-ing my famous amos cookies while i was sleeping over at my cousins. BOO. I is sad now. ):

ppps. I thought i lost 2kg since i got back and that came as a huge surprise to me, turns out, i havent lost any weight, the weighing scale at home is just retarded and mom said 'yeah you're supposed to add 2kg to the reading that it shows.' hmm.

to our friendly neighbourhood superhero

2010-09-03T10:53:00.002+08:00

Huggies pampers.

2010-08-28T00:05:00.004+08:00

'eh John! I think you forgot something!'
'huh?'
'come here! I think you forgot something!'

and he walks over with his arms wide open. Hah, i love how he knows what he forgot like *snap* straight away. But HanHien blocks him and tries to hug me instead, but i dont want to hug HanHien cause hes all sweaty and icky and hasn't taken his bath when he was supposed to like EONS ago. Told him i would only hug him after he bathed but NOOOOOO. looool, so John pushes him back and i get to hug John, and HanHiens like,

'ME TOO ME TOO!'
*group hug*

'eh! what are you doing lah!'
'im hugging you also laaaaa'
'but you're dirty butt!! I dont want to hug dirty butt!'

*doesnt care and continues hugging*

daaaaw. I love these kids.

Im going to miss this the most when they grow into early teen stage. You know how they get when they're at that stage. When you ask them for a hug, they just walk over to you and give you the limp jellyfish, ie, just stand there and let you hug them for awhile and passes that off as YES I'VE HUGGED YOU. and then groans when the hug gets too long, cause they're embarrassed by it. and if you go,

'eh? HUG BACK LAAAAAH'

they awkwardly pat you on the back, and yes, thats the BEST they can do. LOL hella funny. One of my cousins is currently in the limp jellyfish age and spent most of the day going,

'YER! LI MAY! EMBARRASSMENT!'

naw, but i know thats just a code to cover his shyness. ITS TOTALLY OKAY BOY, i understand. *nodnod* xp totally love how hes so shy, so i purposely bother him more and hug him more. And in the car, he was surprised i used the seatbelt at the backseat, so i said,

'yeah, too young to die, y'know?'

and then he went
'YER LIMAY! embarrassing!'

and then i went into LOCKDOWN MODE, caught him in a hug and went,

'yeah and since you wont wear yours, i guess i'll just have to be YOUR SEATBELT. HOHO'

hug-a-thon.

its totally awesome.

After they get past the limp jellyfish stage, it should be okay though. I mean, they dont exactly walk over and hug you on DEMAND anymore, but they hug you when its time to leave or when you arrive, so thats okay i guess. HAHAHA, and thats when they're in their late teens. Meh, so much gap in between, thank goodness for the niece/nephew on the way HOHO

Also, just to show that persistency pays off, at least with me =__="

Note: John was over at HanHien's place yesterday and they camped outside in the garden.

'Hey hey, do you want to see my tent?'
'no.'

Cause it was HOT outside and the house was cooling and niiiicee.

Mere seconds later,

'Hey hey, do you want to see my tent?'
'no.'

*sad face*

'okay okay, i'll come see your tent.'

*runs excitedly*

.

bah. (:

BuddyNg the Family Dog

2010-08-27T03:16:00.003+08:00

Food for thought :
Its easy to place the blame on others, to see what another has done wrong, to say what another could have done differently, but what about you?

Anyway,

If you haven't seen the pictures on facebook or met him irl,

Buddy is all grown up now! (:

him and his tennis ball!

Immensely proud of him! Nowadays when i say 'hey boy! where's your ball? where's your ball? hmm? Where is it?' He actually knows what im talking about and go gets it, or if its stuck somewhere he runs to where it is then looks up at me. So we play fetch. He likes chasing after the ball and grabbing it and walking back to me, even listens to instructions and sits in front of me like a good boy with the ball in his mouth.

But hes SUPER possessive. I go, 'okay, now boy, let go! let go of the ball!' and he just ignores. Stares back at me defiantly and when i try to grab the ball he just turns away like NOOOOO its like hes playing a little game with me. He doesnt bother to run away, i just have to somehow manage to yank the ball away from him. Gyar! Watched Ceasar Milan's show 'Dog Whisperer' (downloaded by my sister) and in the show he said that you must take the toy from the dog, if the dog refuses to give the toy to you, its cause hes showing that hes the dominant one, so you've got to snatch the toy away from him and show him that YOU'RE the MASTER.

TT i've yanked it from him so many times. It doesnt work.

Hey boy, im the master you knoooowww.

Or do you just not get the concept? TT

Like Bryan said, Buddy has this don't care don't care attitude. looool. And often he won't layan you. If you run to one end of the car porch, he'd probably run halfway and then stand there and watch you as if saying 'whatchu doing, eh?' I thought dogs LIKED to chase after running people. NOT MY DOG. HE QUESTIONS YOU.

But he does like to follow me around. So i like to confuse him by making lotsa turns (basically walking in circles). Maybe thats why he ignores me sometimes. Huh. Well, that explains everything.

Really good boy though. Doesn't bark.
Listens to instructions most of the time.

Knows not to enter the house.

He just sits outside in front of the door and waits for you to come out. If you dont play with him, thats what he does. Just sit outside and wait. And then when you open the door, you see that cute, eager face. Like PLAY WITH ME! PLAY WITH ME! and you're like AAAAAWWWW *pat pat, hug* and then he gets his fur and drool all over you.

Joy.

Then hes more responsive to your calls and everything. Because he likes the company and hes been alone outside for way too long. HAHAHAHHAHAA its like, 'I'LL BE GOOD, so PLAY WITH ME, OKAY?' (: Supah adorable. And when you sit on the chair, he sits really really close to you and tries to put his head on your thigh, like asking to be stroked or something. Only its kind of disgusting because his drool will fall on you so its like EEEWWWW hahahahahaha Buddy. tsk tsk.

When hes in one of his 'being good' moods, i'd take the opportunity to camwhore with him. HAHAHA OF COURSE RIGHT?!?!

But the boy really doesn't like taking pictures. He always looks somewhere else =__=" wherever the camera is, he'll just TURN AWAY. So frustrating, very difficult to get a nice shot. THATS THE BEST I COULD DO. TT What happened to the days where he used to be all curious of the camera and look at it so i could take kick ass nice photos huh? WHAT HAPPENED TO THOSE GLORIOUS DAAAAYYSSS??!?!

And, he gives me this TIME LIMIT. He'd be good and just sit there and lemme hug him and snap photos (though he'd turn away most of the time) but after that time is up, he ducks and moves out from the hug, and hes ready to go play again. Frustrating. hahaha

It was so funny. This morning, I was watching the teevee when i heard the klinking sound of his collar, so i knew he was out of his cage. So i opened the front door and called out to him. NO REPLY. GASP. THATS ODD. He'd usually be already waiting at the door or come running at the sound of the door unlocking. Weird. So i called out to him again. Still no Buddy, but the klinking sound of his collar was pretty loud so i knew he was near.

Then i saw the boy peeping out from the far end of the car porch at the dustbin area. Think the small gate must have been open and the little explorer went in and the wind blew and swung it shut. Poor boy got stuck. He's all COME SAVE ME! IM HERE IM HERE!

daaaaaaww (:

The little majesty.

Okay, so most people probably stopped reading after the first paragraph and just scrolled through the pictures TT WHO BLOGS ABOUT THEIR DOGS LIKE THIS?!?! TT So imma gonna stop. Awesome dog though, prolly gonna really miss him once i go back to the UK, one more month. Boo.

My Dog is awesome, he can impersonate cartoon characters.

That's him impersonating Dumbo right there. ;)

Ps. The sisters leaving to UK in 3 hours time. Boo.
pps. enjoy.

post AFK

2010-08-23T03:06:00.004+08:00

Hello people who still stop by this sad excuse for a blog! :)

It is I, the person typing on the other side of your screen, if you try hard enough to push your hand through the screen, i might actually be able to shake your hand! :D oh joy! And i'd be able to thank you for caring enough to still visit and hope for an update on my mundane life and the ongoings inside this head of mine. Remember, the trick to this is to believe.

Im waiting!

Sorry for the lack of updates, you know how it is. So many things to blog about, but they pile onto one another and you dont want to blog about something before blogging about that other thing but before blogging about that other thing there is that OTHER thing and before you blog about that OTHER thing, you've got to pee. Tough. The solution to everything hence became, GAH, lets disregard all those other ideas and other events and pretend they never happened, instead, i give you this.

A post full of utter bullshit.

Yes, this is how i like to jump start the blogging engine in me.
Lets see if it works.

Im waiting.

On another note, I realize that people are so full of wisdom that they spout things that make you go all starry eyed and drool like ZOMG YOU'RE AWESOME, WHY CANT I BE MORE LIKE YOOOUUU? but then you turn around and realize that they only say these things but they never deliver. Bullshit. Bullshit. Bullshit.

Ain't that the truth?

Also, i've discovered, some things you really need your girl friends for,

the Mäy (is fun-size)
bought new cheap ass heels
the Mäy (is fun-size)
happy
the Mäy (is fun-size)
XD
tofuking
what are ass heels

Oh that's just MEAAAAN TT

Anyway.

Joe.

2010-08-19T02:29:00.003+08:00

Average. That's what i am, and perhaps that's what i will always be. Nothing more, nothing less, just average. And im fine being just average. Just. Average. I guess there was a point in time where i strived to stand out, a point in time where all i ever wanted to be was different, unique. But that stopped. Because it felt way better to be part of something, to feel that there was something out there bigger than me. I mean, at times it sucks to feel that you're so small and so insignificant that nothing you have done, or will ever do will have any effect on the world at all, and if you died, the world would still go on, like you never happened. But there's also a sort of beauty in that. To me anyway.

And i like to think that we're all average, and we're all normal people, but we all have our moments. Moments that mean nothing to one person but means the world to you. And we're all average, but somewhere out there, there's someone who thinks the world of you, there's someone out there who loves you for you, even though that's all you are - just average. I like to think that we're all somewhat different, but essentially we're all really the same. That's how i relate to you, and you to me. Because we're all the same.

Then again, everyone has different perceptions of what just average really is. But this is how i perceive myself to be, and maybe some of you may see it as kind of sad, for all i ever want to do is fit in with society, be one with the community, and just pass on without leaving my mark on the world. As long as there is one person that will think of me from time to time, thats enough for me.

And the one line that will always touch my heart,

'Just hearing your voice makes it all better.'

Thanks for making me special in your life.

This is the way I roll, yo

2010-08-06T22:24:00.005+08:00

FRANCE
Paris then
Nice then
UK (graduations)
London then
Coventry then
London then
NORWAY
Bergen then
Oslo then
DENMARK
Copenhagen then
HOLLAND
Amsterdam then
UK
London then
MALAYSIA
Home. (:

What i did most during this trip,

x

;)

..and it smells like strawberries!

2010-08-06T02:16:00.003+08:00

So i finally got around to watching,

And did it meet my expectations?

No.

It WAAAAAY surpassed it.

The movie had me both laughing and in tears, it was just *sigh*. Such a good movie. A good end to toy story, really. The part where they were all about to fall into the fire and they just all held hands, it was just ): together till the end.... and then, THE CLAAAWW!!

freaaaaak!! :D

And the ending where andy was introducing all of his toys to Bonnie TT i was just like AAAWW MAAAAAAN super touching... and then bonnie saw woody in the box and andy was so reluctant to pass woody to her, it was like *heartbreaking* TT

and then when bonnie waved woody's hand goodbye to andy it was just.. boo. there are no words. 'Thanks guys.' Boo. No words. but MAN! Buzz's spanish side was HILARIOUS.

*sigh*

okay, its late. im tired. but *sigh*

Loved it. So much.

x

Men from the boys - Tony Parsons

2010-08-05T01:42:00.005+08:00

He writes about the pauses, the deafening silences, the times where you want to say something but you know you should not and so you stop yourself. The silences where you can hear your whole world falling apart and there is nothing you can do about it. How a small comment you make, that small comment that you did not really mean but said it out loud because you were angry and wanted to hurt the other can cause irreparable damage. How sometimes trying is not good enough, how sometimes love is not enough. The fierce love you have for your children, that burning flame in your heart that never dies out, despite everything. No matter what they do, no matter what they say. How everything has consequence. And how selfish a human being can really be, but it is hard to place blame. Everybody points fingers.

Man and boy was about everything coming together after everything fell apart. Like a jigsaw puzzle, piece by piece. It’s all difficult at first because you can’t really see the whole picture yet so you’re fumbling about trying to make the pieces fit at all the wrong places, and you don’t know where you’re headed to, but you know you’re going somewhere. And anywhere will be better than here, for you started out with nothing. Blank. Nada. And that’s the story. Father and son.

Men from the boys is the complete opposite. its like, a knitted sweater, a perfect sweater, just your size, your favorite color even and how one stray end gets hooked onto the fence while you’re exiting the house in a hurry, rushing to get somewhere and the sweater unravels. You never notice until it is too late, when you look down at yourself and go, OH CRAP, and your sweater is half gone. But you try to gather up the yarn and you try to save what is left of the sweater. Mostly, it is about unraveling. So this book was mostly pretty depressing. But still pretty good.

I much preferred man and boy though, perhaps because it had a happier ending. I like happy endings. Hell, im a sucker for happy endings. I love the way tony parson writes, how he capture the moments in between. It gives me that sense of realness, and I can really see the characters come to life. It’s amazing really.

Met up with a few of my ALL TIME FAVOURITE PEOPLE ON EARTH,

Bryan, Seng, Yaw, Karen, Jaq

:D Had a blast, thanks for all the laughs!

And i swear, now when i see the word Teppanyaki... ;)

BEEP BEEP!

2010-08-03T11:42:00.003+08:00

So i went out for a run today with my dad. Haven't ran in SUCH A LONG TIME!! i mean, i can walk lots but running is different! So anyway, it felt SO GOOD to feel the wind against my face and feel like WHOOSH! road runner! BEEP BEEP! look at me! and zooming past all the vehicles that were stand still cause they were parked at the road side, but ah, a little make believe does nobody any harm, eh? *nudge nudge wink wink*

Im totally fit now.

Rawr.

.

Okay, so i lie. It was HOT, i felt NO WIND AGAINST MY FACE, and even if i did, i dont recall. YOU CALL THAT WIND!?!? shame! I felt icky, sticky, yucky (haha i sound like a kid talking about vegetables) and i could feel the beady sweat trickling down my back. And i felt like an egghead because i had my hair all tied back and my fringe pinned up. EGGHEAD I TELL YOU and then slightly like a horse too, because my ponytail kept swishing here and there side to side as if keeping the flies at bay.

But overall, it was pretty okay.

Going for a run again tomorrow (:

Keeping the parents company and getting strong ass legs that can kick unwanted strangers away. Oh yeah, BEWARE. I is awesome and teh powerful. =__=" well anyway, i wanted to update about my trip but theres just SO MUCH to write about and im afraid the time may have passed (as happened to the post on bali that never happened), we'll see. SO MUCH DRAMA! We'll see, we'll see *nod nod*.

Also, done reading Men from the boys, will do a short post on it tomorrow or something, again, we'll see. (: Will end this post with a short quote from Peter Pan, the part that makes me crack up laughing every time i watch it. Ending line is just EPIC. Gets to me every time. Me likes. Enjoy!

What's this I see? 'Tis the fair Wendy.
She's in her nursery. The window's shut.
I'll open it!

I'm afraid the window's barred.
I'll call out her name.

She can't hear you.
NO!

She can't see you.
WEEEENDDYYY!!!!

She's forgotten all about you.
Stop! Please! Stop it!

And what is this I see? There is another in your place.
He is called... husband.

-peter pan, the movie

Next read : Freakonomics ;)

....aaaaannnd Touchdown!

2010-08-02T00:54:00.003+08:00

And then i looked at her again and something deep inside me fell away.

Because I always think its bizarre - no, I always think that it is unbelievable - that you can love someone, really truly love someone, and then one day you do not recognise their face.

If you have loved someone, you would think that you would know that face always and forever - wouldn't you? Shouldn't every line on that face be stamped on your heart?

But it is not. Your heart forgets.

- Men from the boys, Tony Parsons (pg6)

ps. lots to blog about, but meanwhile, QUOTE FROM THIS BOOK! sequel to MAN AND BOY (which is one of my favourite books if you dont remmeber, i quoted that book too awhile ago, do check my archives if you want to refresh your memory =D) im OVER THE MOON! not done reading the book but i liked this, so im sharing. cause sharing is caring and i love you guys. Anyway.

MORE UPDATES COMING YOUR WAY!

and IM HOME AT LONG LAST! =D

backtoback: The Graduate

2010-07-22T15:23:00.004+08:00

THE OTHER

ABCDEFGRADUATE

entering another phase of life (:

The Graduate

2010-07-17T06:23:00.002+08:00

was practising my zombie walk while mom was shopping.

Ah, tis is how i embarass my family. >:D

On another note, pimples are ging beserk on me!! I have hearby graduated from calling it acne to calling myself ALIEN FACE!! To which karen said, 'dont call yourself that!' BUT TIS TRUE!! >:D time to go abduct some innocent people HOHO!

Speaking of graduation,

The Eebumz has graduated! :D

The crowd roars! We are so proud!

Sorry for the short updates! Still on holidays and dont have much of computer time cause im using sisters lappie! family of 5 all taking turns (: See you lovelies in 2 weeks!! Rawr!

have a nice day! (:

2010-07-14T00:13:00.003+08:00

dumdumduuummm!!

we're going...

UP!!!

PARASAILING BABY! :D

Big and Wide

2010-07-13T03:52:00.003+08:00

Was at Cannes today, went to this museum. Second sis and i just strolled in like we owned the place and tralalalala took lotsa photos, when suddenly this guy (who worked there) walked up to us and went,

'hey there, do you have your ticket?'

and we're like OH! cause we didnt know we NEEDED a ticket. so there we were ready to walk back out to get the ticket when he.......pulled out from BEHIND HIS BACK with sound effects to accompany that one swift movement (fyi) kinda like this SHH-SHIIINNGG! sound and VOILA!!

he had the tickets for us.

AHHAHAHAHA MAN

Made my day :D

Our new friend, Julien!

Ps.

They say Paris smells like pee.

They say the french people are unfriendly.

They're wrong. (:

Watch it - flying without wings

2010-07-10T18:20:00.004+08:00

pose

then,

FAIL.

Thanks for visiting ;)

Twilex

2010-07-02T22:45:00.003+08:00

AMAZING!!!

Alex is AWESOME!! loving Robert too, i wonder why people arent picking up the phones for hiiim ROBERT IS BEAUTIFUL when he dances! Its like *gasp* *droool* ;) LOVE LOVE LOVE robert! what a shame really!! Hopefully he doesnt wind up bottom 3 again next week, i'll be devastated. ): Not my robert, NO!

Been busy packing up stuff! gotta move out tomorrow and parents coming and WHOOSH! The family holiday shall commence! (: And i'll be back on the 1st of August! Rawr!

LOVE!

Caramelldansen, spread the love!

2010-06-28T03:33:00.002+08:00

KYAAAA!!!!

Summer VI

2010-06-27T18:30:00.004+08:00

Brought my ass to Scotland again, with different people this time around. Was at Glasgow for two days, nothing much to do there. Rawr.

Went to lochness again to try my luck spotting nessie this time around. Man, the girl eludes me. ): Thats the huge ass rock that was super difficult to climb (for me anyways) but i die die also wanted to go up. And then later on it was kind of like, oh fudge, how do i get down? TT SzeYing was teh awesome though, girl had to carry me down.

Damsel in distress. =___="

Which on an unrelated note reminds me of how i feel this sense of accomplishment whenever i open a sealed bottle. Because i never was able to when i was a kid, and i still cant now (sometimes). So whenever i do, theres a little man inside me shouting

'OH HELL YEAH. TAKE THAT YOU.'

and when i can't, its just, *sheepishly look at random person beside me*

The little girl in me jumps up and down, waving her arms wildly

'help?'

TT

Had SzeYing not been there, in my head i was already thinking, yeah okay im just gonna let myself fall. Whats the worse that could happen? a few scratches here and there. Hmm. Back of my thighs. Okay. Man, i hope i dont fall funny and sprain something. naw. Hmm. okay, how do i do this?

which totally reminds me of buddhist camp and that shit ass high wall i had to come down from. the two people on top were holding my arms as i was letting my body down and i knew i was just gonna fall PLOP! and was thinking, whats the worse that could happen? thought about it and was like, *nod nod*

'okay, i think you can let go of me now'
'ready?'
'i guess so.'

*fall*

loooong scratch marks all over both arms.

'OMG ARE YOU OKAY!?!'
'YEAAAAP!!'

*nod nod* all accounted for. xp

Also, climbed arthurs seat this time around. Didnt manage to do that when i was in edinburgh with my sisters + cousin cause we didnt have the time and the weather was shit.

damn hilarious, there was this easy path up that would have been TRALALALALA nice and easy to climb (basically just walking up) but ho, wheres the fun in that? So we took the steeeeeep path up. Glad i was wearing mah timberland boots (come here babies, i love you)

was really very impressed with the girl (: climb all the way up in flats. like wth, daaaaaym. ;) we didnt go all the way up though, but yeah view was awesome (: One missed step and we would have been rolling all the way down!! The plants there were so annoyingly prickley too, so you know how sometimes you grab onto the plants for support? Yeah you couldnt do that here cause they all poked you and told you to BACK OFF. Unfriendly really ):

Skipped the ghost tour again this time around,
guess who slept soundly at night?

The travel there and back was such a pain in the, oh you know where, though. around an 8 hour bus ride there and a 10 hour bus ride back. Crazy long, sien like dunno what. Slept like crazy. rawr. what a waste of time. but anyway.

(:

missing everyone!

LOVE!

Child's Play

An awkward affair.

...and you? (its common courtesy)

Not what its cracked up to be.

Dynamics

limay's rainbow

Scarf Monster Projects #5

Wake me up when september ends.

Good things come in small packages.

Count on me like 1, 2, 3

My Love, westlife parody

Kids fear nothing. Why do we have to grow up?

Exam, thoughts.

Precious

naked molerat

break from the books!

Three to go!

...and so it shall begin

close my eyes and count to ten.

SMK Raja Abdullah bullying incident.

Memories made to last.

Slap own forehead, run into wall.

Little Miss Amazing.

Currently hooked on

Fun with the new baby.

Just following the signs.

Effortless Nights (:

1 for April.

There is hope yet.

Alexandra Wallace

A few of the many things

In the doldrums

Its an art.

Mah dumbo

It's a boy!

I will NOT.

Darn elves.

A blessed new year (;

Be My Only - ping.bren.sara (:

more than, anything.

Scarf Monster Projects #4

Valentine's Day

So here's the thing,

*gulp* OOUUUCCCHH.

Let's all meditate and be ZEN.

irreplaceable

because I have something better to do

Scarf Monster Projects #3

Turn back time

Scarf Monster Projects #2

Winter Holiday

London Strike, 'F*ck Fees'

come tomorrow

December already?

White shit falling from the sky, AT LONG LAST.

Happy Feet

x

Scarf Monster Projects #1

Glee - Cee Lo's forget you

tenten - so apparently,

skipped a week (:

my face needs to learn the art of being discreet.

The Dog, chanelling his inner Darth Vader.

The someday right now.

AJ RAFAEL IN LONDON.

on the map somewhere

MonWednesdayBlues

October baby

the 1000th post! :D

Sprinkles of joy in this little world of mine.

hello, London

Guiness

keeping it all PG13.

The Dog, BRAVER than I give him credit for.

Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas

Unicorns are HOT.

i just HAVE to have it

Daily bits

learning new things everyday

Don't forget to,

gulp OOUUUCCCHH.